camp. Christmas. miming. homework. meetings. catch ups.

a hefty load of things to do. and i think that i might die under the pressure. and i need to get started on my homework really soon. and yeah its so hard to make everyone happy. cause people don't always obey.15 days left for me. to do the christmas presents and my holiday homework. going to get started on it.

meeting hoernieziiaan. watching a movie with them and ariel and nicholas (: hope that they get to know each other. i love them, all of them so so much! (:

"Man... i finally got a tagboard and a new skin. Yay!!!!! Muahhahahahaha. Felt like banging com when i couldn't edit HTML. Yay. Ruth came by last week i think. Haha. We went to An and En's house 1st. We played HALO 3. Ruth kept screaming. (No offence) The control was vibrating and when she was shot she screamed. It was fun. We ate PASTA there. Then we played TRUTH or DARE i think. Zi An had to prank call people. He kept hesistating when his friends answered the phone. It was so.. funny. Oh yeah... the we went to fetch Nana from VFC i think. Before that we took the lift and we got stuck on the 10th floor. After that we went to fetch KK and Ruth and I suggested walking up to the 16th floor! Seriously tiring. Oh yeah we went to my house and played Ghost Recon 2. Couldn't turn on SPAWN. Boo hoo. Zi An was seriously a good sniper. Then, we played Call of Duty 3. Ruth was screaming( HAHA xD no offence ) cause I kept shooting her cause I tot she was Zi En or Zi An. We got bored with the Xbox 360 except Zi En . He was playing TMNT. Ruth turned on the TV. We watched Home in Toa Payoh for awhile, then i taught Zi An how to play FUR ELISE on the piano. Was Fun with RUTH too. :) We ate dinner at house and they had to go homne :(."

credits. hannah.

the fun never stops. its just there (: and i love you guys!hoernieziiaan

horribly good today (: there are so many things i need to do, so many things i need to go for but somehow i dont remember. the only thing i actually remember is that the swimming pool's closed tomorrow :( i am starting to do my work.

we had our last fuel today. and i think it was horrible, as in the last fuel. never expected this year to end so fast. cause now i feel sooooo old. i will miss the buzz group, all the sweets and candy. the crappings and bullyings and all the study sessions. and gah i will be in BZH's buzz group for another year. :) / :( gideon, save me!!

going for the SP course. maybe the full thing or just a day but its going to be soo fun!

Thank God. Nearly panicked when I heard my ankle go crack on me. =/ Don't wanna infringe Mei's copyright of sprained ankles, worn out cartridges, & cracked knees.

yeah my sister wrote that. but amazingly it only sprained for two days! haha. and yeah one more time and she'll need to pay a fine. its copyrighted off to go swimming now (: bye people!


goodbye karen :(


from meeting you in Chinese class cause i got bored of it to being the trio, then the quadrio to the secret place, the view from there, acting Chinese shows and playing kite with the flying correction tape, getting caught by Mr d. and then defying him to go back there. and sometimes we could spend hours there, without any watches and when we finally found out that we missed our curfew we would run like mad dogs back home :) stealing zhi xuan's sweets and stickers, giving people discounts to buy candy, going out especially to criticise candy, eating junk food everything. candy and chocolate and ice cream. going to library after library to find a book, never getting bored of it. going to your church, you coming to mine. having extensive exercise training with me, both of us trying to sneak into the closed basketball gate and miko being the first dog i was never scared of. i love you alot (: and i know you do toooooo! have a good time in America and i wish you all the best! God bless. and yeah we watched your plane take off yesterday :(

"Yo people! i reached the usa already! the flight was LONG. the food was nice,edible. Miko is safe, thank God... the apartment is big. the garage can fit two cars! Aiyah...Miss u all already...*sniffs*when i get the phonecard, i'll call u. Take care!

thanks for being there to understand, someone who knew who i was (:

its time.

#1 ariel mae sammy
#2 benedict eldred hon
#3 tay chuyi
#4 gideon goh
#5 nicole chia
#6 colton ngui
#7 ho hannah hilton
#8 sis,rachael goh (:
#9 mervyn
#10 daniel

who is #6 having a relationship with?colton
no one i guess.

if #7 and #10 are together will it be good? hannah and daniel
HAHA! two loggerheads. its possible, right mervyn? heh x)
but they're good friends

how about #8 and #5 nicole chia and my sis
oh? i don't know. my sis doubts that i am talking to her.

what is #2 studying about?benedict
good question. triple science, doble maths and the rest should be in the newspaper.

when was the last time you talked to #3? chuyi
a long time ago. shes always so busy with her volleyball.

what kind of music does #8 likes? big sis
favourite secular : lips of an angel(hinder),at the beginning(anastasia)favourtie christian: beyond the veil, aimless

does #1 have any siblings? ariel
yeah. a nice sister called gabrielle rae sammy (:

will you woo #3? chuyi
Nope.shes my nice friend and twin

how about #7? hannahh
nopes. shes my nice childhood friend

Is #4 single? gideon
yupps. most probably.

what is #5 surname? nicole
CHIAAAAAA!

what is #4 hobby? gideon
writing poems and doing spastic and lame stuff (:
CANDY's a great aspect

do #5 and #9 get along? nicole, mervyn
They don't know each other.

where is #2 studying at? benedict
greenridge secondary school.

say sth casual about #1 ariel
i love her (:

how you develop feelings with #8? my sis
i had to live with her for 13 years.

where does #9 live? daniel
Singapore, CHOA CHU KANG! (:

does #7 like #2? hannah and benedict
they don't know each other. they may,one day :)

do #1 have any pets? ariel
GAH! a scary dog called pepper who benedict bullies me with.

is #7 the sexiest person is the world? hannah
you can say that!

thanks friend (:

today's thanksgiving in the united states, a time to thank God for everything he has blessed me with this year. and i should state them. 10things (:

1.i thank God for creating me one out of the 6billion people in the world. for giving me a plan in my life guiding me through 13 years of my life. through ups and downs, giving me a wonderful family and friends and teaching me; providing people for me to guide and teach me! your grace is sufficent, more than enough for me (:

2.i thank my family
3.my wonderful friends
4. IGNYTE!
5. st margarets
6. being able to exercise
7. 1E4'07
8. guides
9. being able to live (:
10. everything else! (:

i got into mime percussion! (: i want to be a game show contestant though. gah! there are only 3 people. ahhhh its mime :( my sister's going to be glad.

gah! i just got back and guess what my sister's in mime too. everyone laughs. HAHA! 3 leaders, oh wells at least i got her, my nice big sister! haha (: all white and black! its going to be cool

Haha, its Ariel here, AGAIN! Bwahahahah, we had fun! We had to wait for this Benedict person, who, by the way, brought the rain with him, and we were hungry! And he conspired with my sister the whole while, man! Haha, ate at Macs, couldn't finish the food, Ruth met her friend and Benedict carried Ruth's pouch, it looked gay. Swam in the rain, Ruth is a pro swimmer, AND watched Bridge to Terebithia, ate so many junk fooood, heehee:) We're gonna grow fat!

dearest santa. i have been good all year round and i hope that you will give me all my presents! i love you, alot.my christmas list to santa (:
(please don't get me anything)

1. nice boxes with presents in them (i want the boxes!)
2. candy canes!
3. skinny jeans
4. shopping money- $100(combination from alot of ppl or smth)
5. get into crescent
6. new waterbottle
7. tennis skirt
8. tennis tank
9. tennis shoes
10. new tote
11. lots of letters
12. 6 donuts from munchie donuts
13. photos
14. junk food
15. chocolate!
16. clothess & shoes
17. awesome day with friends and family
18. be a game show contestant
19. hugs from everyone

i hope you receive this. bye bye
Ruth

Directions:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc... on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. Are you a male or a female?
mistaken-parousia
nooo i aint les.

2. Describe yourself:
just a prayer away-Jaci valasquez
to God.

3. How do you feel about yourself?
how great is our God-hillsong london
i feel tht God is great (:

4. Describe your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend:
cant go on-Group 1 crew
never had one

5. Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend:
I AINT EVEN ATTACHED!
by your side-hillsong

6. Describe your current location:
lifesong-casting crowns?

7. Describe what you want to be:
I got a feeling-third day
feeling but no idea

8. Describe your bestfriend:
God of wonders-third day

9. Your favourite colour is:
Revolution-hillsong united?

10. You know that:
Jesus take the wheel-carrie underwood(:

11. What is the weather like?
this is my life-desperation band ?

12. If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
you and i-shane & shane
HAHAHA.

13. What is life to you?
passion.
AMEN!

14. What is the best advice you would give?
faith my eyes-caedmon’s call

15. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
every time I breathe-big daddy weave

16. How do you feel about the opposite sex?
worthy is the lamb?
that is sooooo wrong

17. Why are you doing this survey?
wholly yours?

18. You hate:
strong tower

19. Describe your worst enemy:
when I see you

20. What's in your back jacket?
mother India.
HAHAHA

Layer 1: On the outside
Name: Ruth Goh
Birth date: 1st February 1994
Current Status: Single and unavailable..
Eye colour: black
Hair Colour: brown-black

Layer 2: On the inside
My heritage: Chinese
My fear: Insects, the dark, exams, things that bite and fly.
My weakness: feeling like a bin.
My perfect pizza: Hawaiiian(yes Hilton <3)

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My first thought of waking up: what I dreamt about
My bedtime: 10 +
My most missed memories: days of the last century

Layer 4: My pick.
Pepsi or Coke: coke (:
Single or group dates: None. I am 13.
Adidas or Nike: Nike (: just do it.
Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino, I love the cream

Layer 5: Do you?
Smoke: Nopes.
Do you curse: nopes
Take a shower: YESSS
Have a crush: Nopes
Go to school: yeah but it’s the holidays
Believe in yourself: depends
Think you're a health freak: depends

Layer 6: In the past
Drink alcohol: wine with alcohol.
Gone to the mall: Yupps.
Dyed your hair: Nopes

Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: Nooooo. eww
Change who you were to fit in: yeah.in the past

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: and have kids. Hah.

Layer 9: In a partner
Best eye colour: orange. haha
Best hair colour: depends
Long or short hair: longerrrrrr than short

Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: quiz
An hour ago: blog hopping
A Month ago: skacking
A Year ago: waiting for PSLE results

Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: GOD!
I hide: stuff
I miss: things of the last century.
I need: to do stuff

Name: Ruth Goh
Nicknames: uth,roof,ru-ut,puth

Name spelled backwards : htuR

Birthday: a feb 1994
Ethnicity: Chinese
Glasses or contacts: Glasses
Hair color: brown black
Hair length: Short
Hair style: layered.
Pets: None.

*Favourite*
Animal: something that cant fly/bite
Band: depends.
Brand name for clothes: everything
Brand name for shoes : charles and keith.
Candy: EVERYTHING!!!!
Cereal: wheat bix
Colour: brown,orange,white,black.
Cookie: SUBWAY
Day: Saturday <3
Disney character: strawberry shortcake (:
Drink: Water
Fast food place: KFC! Heh. Nicole chia (:
Food: depends
Holiday: one of the last century/
Ice cream flavor: chocolate (:
Month: November.
Number: 07,27
Perfume: allergic.
Pie flavor: applee
Pizza topping: pineapples.
Radio station: 95FM.
Restaurant: depends
Subject in school: PE!
Type of music: all but techno
Type of sandwich: (: depends

*Of all your friends...*
The best advisor: benedict/gideon
The best hair: colour or wat?
The best handwriting: valentine.
The dirtiest mind: ENCI no one beats her.
The funniest: Enci.dirty jokes. Heh.
The loudest: JOEY!
The most good looking: (: ariel
The most trusting: God, benedict, ariel (:
The nicest eyes: everyones one is the same.
The shortest: kirin.
The smartest: ADLIN. She doesn’t study. Joshua aw
The tallest: Jenevieve (:

*HAVE-YOU-EVERs*
Asked out a crush: no? I am not tht crazy

Been on stage: yupps
Been scared to get a shot: yupps
Cheated on a test: yupps once in p6, Chinese spelling.
Cried during a movie: yupps.lots
Felt like you didn't belong: yupps.
Fought a black belt: nopes
Gone to camp: yupps and loved it ! not the guides one.
Kept a New Year's resolution: yeah.
Kept a secret from everyone: yupps
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: hah. With Karen. We still do it.
Stolen anything:nopes.
Told a girl you didn't liked her: yupps and got into lots of trouble.

Won a trophy: yupps

Written a love poem: nopes

*The Last...*
CD listened to: don’t invest in them
Movie watched: the game plan
Person that's called you: esli?
Person who saw you cry: ariel, God, bzh
Person you went to the mall with: Nicole chia
Song listened to: boom! planetshakers
Thing you ate: milo powder
Thing you drank: water (:

*Yes or no*
Growing up scares me more than it should: yupps. When I want to be young
I adore getting mail: yupps. Never do L
How do you eat an Oreo: twist,lick and dunk.
How early do you wake up on school days: 0517
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again: depends
If you could describe yourself in three words: child of God
Is your computer in your room: noooo,just got moved out

Is your room messy: my part? yeah
What color are your bedroom walls: blue
What do you do when you're bored: depends. Lie on my bed.
What makes you happy: God,chocolate
What makes you sad: no comment

What's your favorite thing to do on the weekends: crapp!
Worst feeling in the world: guilt

DONT BOTHER READING!

1)A random girl ask you for your name:
ask her what her name is

2)The last thing you put in your mouth:
milo powder (:

3)What was the last message on your phone:
Yah. i will.Don't worry i am fine. i may call you today. what time not so sure so you just wait ok? Haha.

4)The last song you listen to:
hinder-lips of an angel

5)Who do you trust in your life?
everyone i guess.esp my best friends (: just that i don't tell stuff.

6)Would you move to USA to be with someone you love?
heh. too early to tell.

7)Talked on the phone in the shower?
yeah when i was crazy and i talked to the phone with no one on the line.

8)Would you stop talking to friends because of your BF/GF?
noooooooo. i will dump the stupid bf cause hes mean

9)Fill in the blank: i love ____
God.

10)Who will you wanna marry?
someone God blessed me with.

11)Who will you wanna call after waking up from your coma?
family and friends

12)How many kids would you want to have?
8 (: nicole chia wants 10

13)What will you call your kids?
secret

14)Your surname:
goh/gah

15) Favourite toy?
pigs and my bear from build a bear

16) Right or left handed?
Righty :) 9 years more.

17)Been to Paris?
nopes.

18)Last person you kissed?/
daddy.

19)Do you love anyone/who now?
God, Family, friends

20) What are you doing?
Doing this survey.

weeeee (: yay now my blog looks nicer. yesterday was wonderful, fuel was good (: and for once something miraculous happened :)

THIS IS ARIEL HERE! Guest blogging for Ruth, haha:D
We're planning how to break couples up. Being very mean to the extreme, its funnn:D We chased them out of the house, served them right. Looking at this PHOTO, the benedict hon. HAH. Anyway, we dont feel a tad guilty, teeheehee:D Oh man, we're all in pink, thats BBAADD.

This is Joey here! Guest blogging for Ruth as well :D yep! we're watching survivor now and most of the people decided to eat. lol. yep we're all pink which is so weird D: imagine the guys in pink :D haha

ah! and i just realised that i should make a list of what to do in the holidays, besides i have been waiting for this for a long while.

THINGS TO DO IN THE HOLIDAYS
1. write down all my TAWGs ; get them from the small pieces of paper i write them on.
2. go pass the veil decide if i want to
3. hand in my appeal to crescent
4. pray really hard about my appeal to crescent
7. improve my chinese (its impossible)
8. get a job/find a legal way to earn money
9. plan for the P6 game thing on 1st december.
10. write notes to nice people in church
11. catch up with them
12. go shopping with nicole chia
13. go shopping with ariel
14. get something from cotton on!
15. new shoes, skinny jeans (need money!)
16. intensive training exercise
17. grow >2cm! (:
18. catch up with Karen and zhi xuan.
19. go to the movies
20. eat all the donuts from munchie donuts!
21. send Karen off to America :(
22. go candy and chocolate shopping (haven't done that in ages)
23. tidy up my letterbox
24. spring clean my stuff, the old go and the new come!
25. go for CAMP!
26. go for guides torture camp
27. tidy up my stuff.
28. do CIP for the library- book shelving
29. catch up with Hannah ho!
30. settle all my problems
31. stop snacking
32. go Christmas shopping
33. take photos with all the people i want to give presents to.
34. shop for materials to make Christmas gifts
35. bake Christmas cookies
36. write Christmas handmade cards
37. go ice skating!
38. PG14 outing
39. season out wheels of my skates
40. master tennis
41. master basketball
42. master the art of braking
43. go to spotlight!
44. read at least 10 books
45. make all the due birthday gifts (yes Ariel)
46. pack for camp
47. make sure my hair grows!!
48. drink 8 cups of water a day
49. work out with nicole chia at the gym. HAHA.
50. watch the game plan (:
51. go out with my sister
52. recover from the flying incident
53. recover from knee injuries
54. not get inured
55. loose weight
56. do the 270 questions quiz
57. file all my stuff together
58. pack for guides torture camp
59. layer my hair
60. neoprints
61. take a photo with ppl of the last century
62. survive guides camp
63. finish reading twilight by stephanie meyer
64. finish reading new moon by stephanie meyer
65. finish reading eclipse by stephanie meyer
66. whole series of shopaholic
67. go out christmas shopping with nicole chia
68. do a blogskin
69. go over to ariel's house
70. watch the land to teribethia
71. swim @ ariel's house
72. christmas celebration for lower sec
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100. stop slacking

looks like i ain't got any done.yet


I SURVIVED CAMP.
though i tried to pon it.

yeah camp was horrible,it seriously was. during lunch i tried to fall sick. i ate raw mushrooms from the can and tried to drink the can of mushroom campbell soup.yeah it was so so sick. got a headache in the end though not because of the soup.haha.yeah i poned hiking and instead went to the lookout point at bukit timah nature reserve with jia ying to see the hill. it was wonderful,once again a reminder of God's grace.sec ones thanksgiving tomorrow morning, class gathering after and then patrolling in the night. i think i am going to die.

(: perfect days. 7 hours
today was wonderful! went out with hilton and daniel and mervyn. yupps (: and the time was great. we started of playing HALO3. i wanted to learn but i think i failed. we played for abt an hour. yeah. and i learnt something! how to move in circles (:

the rest of the day was just filled with crap, food, crap and food and an loads of screaming :)
yes you can never associate ruth and no screaming.

Write ten things you want to say to ten people, do not say who the people are.(CREDITS:NICOLE CHIA)


1. my friend. yeah you left me alone in Singapore to figure out stuff on my own while you fly away to some other place in the earth,making me anticipate your return so that i can talk and blabber to you when you come back. and of course irritate you but so much to speak i really thank God for a friend like you (: though sometimes i don't realise it. you really rock! my friend and our friendship will last so invite me to your wedding as what you have promised me.

2. my other friend. thanks for coming to IGNYTE for 2 times. even though i actually pangsehed you to sit with the nice CH (: people you weren't angry with me. i really pray that you will draw nearer to God. it touches me to see you cry,no i ain't sadist. thanks for being my buddy(: my shopping/cam whorring/crapping. even though you aren't in express and there are differences between us,this friendship still rocks.

3. my other other friend. yay. spiritual daddy and candy brother (: yeah. thanks for stealing my candy! ahhhh but never mind i still love you as a brother. you're nice with all the spiritual advice. and really you have helped me in the darkest of days. thanks for praying for me and nurturing me in the smallest of ways (: an example that i will always look up to (: i will make you eat more. yeah. you're too thin but amazingly, you don't get cold.

4. my other other other friend. yes you i love you to bits though i can still see you sleeping. i never knew i could talk to you. i thought our whole life will be filled with quarrels. but you stood by me doing more than a sister should do. all this 13 years of my life, comforting me when i cry,lending me your stuff and telling me secrets yeah and i do that to you too (: but its really nice of you. the nicest sister around.

5. my newly made friend. hellos! fellow CH.thanks for telling me. its really nice to meet you. and yeah have fun in Australia all the best in camp comm and stuff! you can do it and camp's gonna rock course of all you nice people! haha thanks for taking the bulletins up when me and Ariel ran up,leaving the inserts to you.

6. my other other other other friend. hellos! you're much older than me. even older than my sister. which means even before i turn 20, you're going to get married! haha (: thanks for the wonderful chocolate that you always give. failing to make me fat and your genuine care for my injuries. haha (: i know it happens frequently but don't worry about it cause i will try not to let it happen anymore.

7. my other other other other other friend. i have known you for 11 years, since the day you were born and you never failed to make me laugh. though sometimes i can get irritated with you cause you stuff things i am allergic to in my face. thanks for all the small deeds that you do, which in due time add up to a hefty amount. thank you! haha though you have more privileges than me, i still love you, my bestest brother around! (:

8.my friend. gosh i think i have the rights to be irritated with you. but no i think i love you into bits. its just your personality and your attitude. and that's what i love about you. though sometimes you're so weak on the inside i can see your warring spirit on the outside though things may not go as easy. and every time you cry at the altars, every week i honour you. because you give it to God and he will give it to you.

9. my friend. yes i know that you can catch very well,using your hands. but can you catch it? i look into your eyes. they aren't what you portray on the outside. they aren't the eyes of a strong person who is good academically or physically. they're eyes of a person who is going to break down any second, who cannot face God. the eyes of a coward. but i know that you will step up and i am looking forward to the day. you have the potential. why not use it for the glory of God?

10. yupps my last friend on the list. i don't know what to say to you.

figure out who you are.

going to have perfect hours of the last century later (:

for the sake of boredom(yes i am getting very bored)
Rainbow Quiz

BLUE IS LOVE
1. Do you like someone? nopes i love everyone
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?God yeah.
3. Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt? yeah.God.

RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? no.never want to
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? no comment
3. Have you ever thrown something at someone? nopes,can't remember
4. Is Someone mad at you?gosh yeah i think there shd be.

Yellow Is Self-Discovery
1. Name? Ruth Goh (:
2. What is you career plan for the future? anything God wants me to be
3. What is your main goal in life? trust,love and obey him
4. Do you want to have children? cute little people (:

Orange Is Excitement
1. Has Anyone Thrown A Surprise Party For you? Can't remember.
2. If you won a million dollars , what would be your first thought? i would never win it
3. If you could have anything in the world, what would it be? people knowing Christ

Green Is Opinion
1. Lower The Drinking Age?nopes. anyway beer stinks and wine is sour
2. Abortion? Noooo that's murder
3. War? horrendous.those lives that are left
4. Global Warming? don't use aerosol products (:

Purple Is Q and A.
1. How many beds did you lie on today?one(:mine
2. What Colour Shirt Are you wearing now? black.
3. Name One Thing You Can Do Daily? pray
4. Is Tom your friend? who's he
5. What website do you visit the most? depends
6. Do you have plants in your life? yeah.used to
7. Does any part of your body hurt now? nopes.thankfully
8. Do you own a camera phone? Yupps

Pink Is Last.
1. Last Movie You Watched in Cinema?the game plan
2. Last Song you listened to?five loaves and two fishes-Corine may
3. Last Person You Spoke to On Phone?can't remember

Grey is Today.
1. What are you doing tonight? its in the morning?
2. What are you going to eat? French fries,ice cream
3. Where are you going to be at 2 am?wonderland

ICE CREAM KILLS
but i still love it (: its making me sick. i will go and eat lots of it then run to the toilet, come back and eat more ice cream and run to the toilet. the cycle repeats itself. but it makes me forget!

for the name of boredom:



yesterday i had 5 sort of perfect hours, 3 of the last century and i think the rest was really bad. oh wells! seeing hannah, zi en, zi an, jedi, malcolm, manfred, kk, nana was just wonderful. the days of old :( and yes we were still little young childish kids during the whole of the wedding ceremony, sitting on the second floor just crapping like we used to (: FUN! and at the reception squeling cause of the ants. hehe. but i miss them.haha (:

STUPID DUM DUM hurry up and come back to singapore, we miss bullying you! and stealing your candy! heh.

i have got one thing to say:
the rubbish dump is already full and thus,deposits will be unable to reach me. thank you and sorry for the inconvenience (:

yupps that's why i feel like puking. i ate toooo much. heh oh yah one more thing. never mention the term skinny jeans.i can wear it but it still ends up killing some part of me.

i feel sick. ahhhhh! i feel like i am going to puke anytime.its shooting up my small oesophagus.

tomorrow's going to rock. but ahhhh i am going to wear tights. and i thing that that will be the worse aspect of the day. but hey! i will be seeing them yes them
hilton,zi en,zi an,kk,nana,malcolm,manfreed,magdiel etc.
those people that made an impact during some time of my life ; perfect days of the last century.

and then my beloved nicole chia is coming to church.and yay i am serving. gosh i miss serving so much,cause serving rocks, CH (: i want to do something for all the lovely people who really welcomed me.

gah. i shall stop typing before i puke.

THE ULTIMATE CHANEL EXPERIENCE

heh. nicole chia. (: today we went to chanel. it was a dare! but yeah i fulfilled it! gosh. chanel's so cool i want to work there when i grow up. i bet people there earn big bucks. i think the owner of it is a multi billionaire.

conversation with the salesperson
salesperson: welcome to chanel
me: thank you very much
salesperson: is there anything i can do for you?

sub-conversation
nicole chia: ruth tell them you are looking for leather jackets!
me: ok.

back to the conversation
me: do you have leather jackets?
salesperson:yes we do, i will bring them out.
(salesperson dissapears!)

sub-conversation
nicole chia: tell them that your mother wants it

conversation
(salesperson reappears)
me: thank you i was looking at it as maybe my mother might want it.how much is it
salesperson: $8980
me: thank you i will go and check with her then

WE WALK OUT OF THE SHOP, FEELING RICH!

is it that hard, to love? .








"never keep emotions to yourself cause emotions are meant to be expressed"

sometimes i wish that things would stay the same.

well, who doesn't? call me a sadist but i want all my friends to have troubles. its weird cause only then do they actually talk to me. that day at the altars i was just communing with God. and he told me "find a friend".

all i have is 7 days.
oh and i actually found my remaining homework.


its weird cause i don't really talk to people i want to but my mind seems somewhere else these few days. but i think something's wrong with me. too many hurts and setbacks? why aren't people i care for talking to me anymore? why aren't you!

its all so frustrating!


riel tagged me!ahhhh

My relationship with her.
shes my nice good friend, someone to bully ben ben with!

5impressions i have of her.
SKINNY!pretty,sweet,loving and crappish(in a gd way)

Most memorable thing done for me.
everything and anything, too many to list i will take forever! i think it should be daoing ben ben for 3 mths together.haha :)

Most memorable words she has said to me.
God given words! and those from her heart <3

Most desirable thing I want to do for her now.
help her in a way i know i will try to.

My overall impression of her is
the BOMB!

Characteristics i love about myself.
(: i love candy, and chocolates

Characteristics i hate about myself.
:( eating too much candy and chocolates

Most ideal person i want to be.
JESUS CHRIST!

A message for people who care for me and like me.
I LOVE YOU <3 , but i love God more!

Pass this quiz to 10 people to see how they feel about you (:
ARIEL and anyone else who wants to do it

I NEED MONEY!
tell me how i can earn it without getting a real job!
email me : achildlikefaith@gmail.com (NO spammers)
yeah i am willing to do anything!

a child like faith.
thank you all the people who asked about me. i am alright.

today i went cycling and then! i flew (: it was cool! i need to learn how to use the brakes properly, how to press the left one before the right.i landed on my joints and i was sprawled on the floor like a goose. but it lasted a second or so :) i stood up and the first thing i noticed was the hole. yeah the HOLE IN MY JERSEY! nooooooo. then i noticed the blood! heh. so now i don't need to go for guides, 7 scars :) 3 gigantic open wounds that are on my elbows and knee (:

COOLNESS? i think so. only thing no exercise, for a long time :(
oh shucks, it stinks.

(a quote from Marianne Williamson)
Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some, it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others.



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