EXAMS START TOMORROW! :(

moan groan. and yeah. i feel FAT despite loosing weight, going to swim again.no fast food until another 30 days. i really hope so :( stop me from eating ok? thanks

ALL THE BEST FOR EOYs! (:

I WANT A LETTER BOX! :( heh! mine is overflowing.



and i pray that even in this year, you will draw so much closer to God like moses! and David, a man after God's heart. i love you much and thank you for sacrificing so much for our family and bringing 3 of us up! (: may you fulfill your full-time call! (: all the best DADDY! (: will say more later (:


WHO CARES ABOUT HIATUS?! heh. i do.
but this post will be worth it.yesterday was splendid. serving was indeed wonderful. the one sermon that i really enjoyed (: and ytd was one of the days where i only cared about God and what he was doing in my life :D for once in a long time i cried. i finally understood what he was doing in my life. i finally understood why he remained silent. it made me feel so guilty. so sorry for what i done. for once in my life i understood the meaning of a full-time call.

God's pretty cool-mean! (: haha. in a good way of course.
this is what he did ytd:

(for the hundred time or something. heh x) hes so NICE)

God: ruth, what do you want to be when you grow up?
me: i want to be a teacher
God: No, you can't be a teacher. what do you want to be when you grow up?
me: i want to be a scientist
God: No, you can't be a scientist. what do you want to be when you grow up?
me: i want to be a doctor
God. No, you can't be a doctor. what do you want to be when you grow up?
me: i want to be what you want me to be
God: i want you to serve me in full-time ministry

maybe what i just wrote was unbelievable. but that's my unique way of communicating with God. and time and time again he has confirmed it.

when i was 11, all the p5s came forward when they asked for a full time call
when i was 12, half of the p6s came forward when the asked for it.
when i was 13, they all left.


yupps! 100th post! really happy that my blog has finally reached its 100th post after 6mths. hah. thats such a long time. well, things are looking really up this few days, with the allowance to sleep during 2hrs of LAP cause of my medication and not failing the IH test! and of course the wonderful science test. exams are in a 6DAYS :/ yeah. all the best people! (:
post till later! bye



Julian : my nice big brother (: yay! (: thanks for being there for me at times where i needed. haha. you have been a blessing that God has sent for me just like the many many people. hope that you will grow much this year in him and so much closer than ever before! yay! (: haha. and as for playing on the guitar, you're doing really good!yay! (: serve the lord with all your heart and all your strength and all your might!

Alison : my nice dear friend (: yay! it has been a good 2 years of knowing you, talking to you and crapping with you! yay! you're in CH now! continue to love and to serve him in all that you do wherever you go and whatever you do! (: i love you!!! haha. all the best for this year and for you future endeavours! haha. in basketball too! you go girl! (: bball all the way yeah! (:


i know i am supposed to be on a hiatus but i found something worth posting-benedict admitting how dumb he is. cant wait for camp yeah? bye! (:
11days

going on a HIATUS. one more month then its all over!! MUGGGG month officially. last post till it all ends.Anyways, i forgot the style of posting. heh x) last night was good. staying up and praying

schedule
wake up
go to school
come back from school
mugggg
dinner/rest
mugggg
sleep

and God brings me through them! yay! (: on a short note he has been really good :) only having the feeling of severe tiredness during chinese. heh!

16days


yay! haha. Lord you have been so so good!
FUEL was good, we talked about moses and aaron. school's starting tomorrow. and i think everyone is dreading it again. exams in 19 days. and i don't feel like studying. the drive was taken so strongly away from me every time. BAH! (: i just don't know anymore...

(: and my letterbox is overflowing! with lots of diaries,letters,cards,photos,bookmarks,journals and sweet rappers && lots of rubbish;junk.

thank you everyone who helped to fill it up. yeah. lots of happy times and sad times, tears and laughter, sadness and joy all in the box. it has been a blessing to me! (: ah! i want a new box. i am going to paint it ORANGE&BLACK (: yay!
&mango passion fruit frapp. is the LOVE & its orange



(: weeeeeee. today turned out to be so much better than expected! the children were so so so cute! yeah esp. this guy called Jordan and this girl called Bernice and another called JJarden or smth. and Ariel, you gay prince! (: haha! tmr will be so much better i hope! (: the children are so cute! 3-9.BUT! 1 trust is still cuter!
and yeah. this is how DUMB benedict is!


and this is ariel's
Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:00:54 PM)
ok back
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:01:08 PM)
haha okay
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:01:21 PM)
anyway today was darn fun luh. The kids were ultraman kawaii desu!
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:01:46 PM)
haha where did you two go anyway?
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says:
bukit merah library
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:02:15 PM)
haha and there were ultramans?
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:02:30 PM)
Zomg i wore a biker jacket and a tie....manlady yo!
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:02:37 PM)
ultramans????
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:02:42 PM)
its an expression.
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:02:53 PM)
oh... okay oops...
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:03:37 PM)
outdated yo:D
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:03:49 PM)
yes yes yes...
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:08:32 PM)
are you going to p gary's wedding?
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:08:54 PM)
ya
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:09:00 PM)
when is it?
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:09:36 PM)
wht you wear to a wedding???: / um 7th october yo
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:10:16 PM)
oh yah oops:$
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:10:21 PM)
ok
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:10:57 PM)
why dun you go wear your bliker


i want photos!
NICOLE! send them to me @ pigtomaniac@gmail.com

(: splendid day.
malaysia,bball,swimming.and it sounds a lot more better than that.hopefully tennis racket tmr! (: and of course, more swimming.

September holidays
i am currently supposed to do my chinese homework.
Oh wells, there is always a reason not to do chinese homwork.

CARE AND CONNECT! (:


have mugged the whole morning, yawn. physically dead.




NO PIC WITH YOU UNLESS CHUYI GIVES ME THE PICS :(

happy 13th birthday!(: it has been such a pleasure knowing you. from the laughter to the tears, from the screams to the shouts and of course to the POX! haha. i miss you many dearie! hope that you grow mightily in the Lord this year and draw closer to him. trust in the lord with all your heart and all your soul and all your strength! (: you will go fffaaaaarrrrrr in life! i must be the first one to receive your wedding card invitation ok?

(a quote from Marianne Williamson)
Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some, it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others.



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