Brandon Heath - I'm Not Who I Was Lyrics
I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was
I used to be mad at you
A little on the hurt side too
But I'm not who I was
I found my way around
To forgiving you
Some time ago
But I never got to tell you so
I found us in a photograph
I saw me and I had to laugh
You know, I'm not who I was
You were there, you were right above me (RUTH says :tats God by the way! (:)
And I wonder if you ever loved me
Just for who I was (of course God did!)
When the pain came back again
Like a bitter friend
It was all that I could do
To keep myself from blaming you
I reckon it's a funny thing
I figured out I can sing
Now I'm not who I was
I write about love and such
Maybe 'cause I want it so much
I'm not who I was
I was thinking maybe I
I should let you know
I am not the same
But I never did forget your name
Hello
Well the thing I find most amazing
In amazing grace
Is the chance to give it out
Maybe that's what love is all about
I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was
well i have been honestly finding this song for a long long long long while. heh x) yesterday was splendid! it broke. its open! again. finally. hallelujah. amen! (: apart from the knee and stuff. it was so so good. to even have the renewed salvation and conviction brought to the many people around. not only for IGNYTE, not only in IGNYTE, but for this generation!the zeal is back and i am super deeeduper sure its not going to go! (: haha. yeah! (: haha. breakthroughs, revival! the never ending flow of the spirit in and upon our lives! (:things are looking so much more better too! &&sis kassey came back! (: weeeee! i only realised how much i missed her when she came back! heh x) f.u.e.l was good too! we had mahjong paper! yeah. i love love love mahjong paper! Gideon presented it and i held the paper for him. not because i was tall ( I AM SO SHORT! & FAT!) heh. but because during camp he helped me hold when i was explaining! with the mahjong paper filled up with HYPERTHETIC people!