MC from physical activities end tomorrow! (: FREE. i feel so free so much better.to be able to run again, to swim, to blade and to cycle. not forgetting playing territorial sports(ball games, basketball, netball, volleyball) going to get $30 bucks from my results and together with my following week's allowance i will be able to buy a netball and a basketball or a basketball, a volleyball! (:
yeah. and then i will save up for a tennis racket and learn tennis all by myself. then i will save up for that really really nice Reebok dri-fit and play-fit orange shirt! then i will save up for an exercise mat(: i love sports apparel much more than anything in the world! (: its a thing!and please tell me if i need anything else more! (: i think 6 weeks of my allowance is going to go into it.but honestly, i don't care. heh (:

today
went back to primary school. the school looks bad. disgusting even. white,blue,purple,brown,yellow,orange.heh. me and natassja was screaming like crazy!(: i love my dear natassja. having ran with you for 3 years(: and of course. the 400m and training. i miss you loads, running every year on the track with you. it was so fun hiding all around the school with you. running away from the security guard. heh(x and of course running the normal route,shouting and screaming. it feels like the old days! (: weee! ahh must must run with you next year! and we came up with a new theory : GUYS GEL THEIR HAIR UP TO MAKE THEM TALLER!

headed down to Mrs Wong's house later that day. met Karen at mini toons! (: we bought candy and did what we normally do = criticised it! haha. its so fun doing that with her. we saw adelyn an rachel so we went there with them. and then we saw yu Kai and li chuan. i am still taller than yk! (: heh. so much for geling your hair. heh x) yeah. we were walking slowly from the MRT station to mrs wong's house. and then on our way me and karen was like : WE WANT ICE CREAM. so we walked across the field to buy ice cream! we were asking ourselves rhetorical questions. heh. then we got lost! haha. we played with Mrs Wong's statified computer while watching the other's play bang! and gave zhi xuan 50+ miss calls to make her feel guilty for pang-sehing us. haha. SHE WENT TO WATCH rat-tee-too-ee. took 969 with karen to the interchange and went to find basketballs and tennis rackets. then we kept talking about the stupid tricks that we had played on zhi xuan,stealing her candy and spending $100+ on candy! really miss those times i had with her. the secret place and of course playing with correction tape and acting out family matters. heh x) enough about crapping. its too much to put it down. heh. was really tired when i got home so i didn't go to church. slept at 8+. that's all i guess.

HELLO! (:
i am happy. yay! ok. besides the point of my knee. heh x) got back results today. and ariel did superdeeduper well! adlin too! the really smart people! heh. i want to be like them, an unfulfilled dream. and we got so much of homework. almost as much as the June holis/national day holidays accept i have more time. and more to study.but we can do it yeah?
BTW! vote for yvonne wong yi wan for prefects nomination tmr! (:

to the lady who loves purple, a purple post for you.
DEAR ____,
dont be guilty okay? its non of your fault. at all! (: stay strong ok? it was brave of you to ___ in class. trust me i wont be like you! you are so strong and you manage to stay strong through the toughest of situations. i honour you for that! (: study hard for the EOYs. you can do it!
"be strong and courageous do not be afraid for the lord will be with you wherever you go" Joshua 1:9. God will guide you through this period of time and he will make you grow in him. tell me when you have troubles. i cant promise that i will always be there but i will pray for you. and lastly ENJOY BAKING COOKIES TODAY! (:




The 7 quiz! (:

the most important 7 things in my life :
1.God
2.Family
3.Friends
4.Others
5.Sports
6.Music
7.Studies

the most 7 important things at home:
1.My bible
2.My rollerskates
3.My basketball
4.My bicycle
5.My badminton racket
6.My swimming costume
7.My clothes.

7 things i love to eat:
1. chocolate
2. ice cream
3. candy
4. junk food
5. fast food
6. caramel dip
7. 80 cents stall! (:

7 people i want to tag:
Anyone who wants to do it! (:

heh! x) i loathe the fact that i cannot exercise. for others i know that they would love it. hehe. i wanted to swim so BADLY! after saving up for my swimming costume and yeah. my MC was supposed to be ending on the 1st of september. and when i was rejoicing! i walked and walked and my knee cracked again! grrr. its so irritating. i really dont know what's the use of a knee guard cause my knee still can crack wearing it. heh. x) PATIENCE is the ultimate key(:heh. AT LEAST i dont need to do drills for a long time (: today i learnt about drawing a straight line in maths.

Y=MX+C
so if the equation was
Y=2X-1

it means that M is 2 and C is (-1)so to draw a straight line, the line has got to cut through axis X&Y which are horizontal and vertical line, intersecting at the point 0. unless the equation is Y= -infinity>infinity or X= -infinity>infinity and C will be the point of intersection with either the X axis or the Y axis.Understand?its so so cool! (: i love it. however, if the equation was
Y=Xsquared+C,
it would not be a straight line.by relying on God as our C(constant) and X as what he wants us to do, we will have a straight life. a right and blessed life! (:

ytd was good! (: sis Trina came to preach about desperation and the SPs got commissioned. boo :( need to wait till next year. it was good crying at the altars for st margs. and nothing can be more rewarding than praying for my friends. as i stood there praying for chuyi, hugging her as she surrendered all, i felt so mean. yes mean. i just saw the tears rolling down her cheeks. all along i couldn't do anything for her, she was my twin, my best friend. i hated myself, why couldn't i stand by her all these while.

..

and prayer certainly is always the best gift.fuel was good and enjoyable. yeah! (: heh. And janet owes me a photo! (: heh x) sch starts tomorrow.holidays soon and yes, Friday is teachers day! (: how time flies

..

being played out time and again seriously isn't good. all trust is lost.and it hurts, all so much.

yupps! hello! x) common test was gggoooodddd.
I PASSED MY CHINESE TEST! (:
my knee thingy cracked again :( and medicine isnt helping heh x)
yeah. i am moving to xanga soon. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the smileys there :)and dont worry when i move, i wont tell you. maybe i will (:

yay! japenese students are nice (:
toasted marshmallows are really really really good.
daddy's coming back on wednesday! (:
and how much does it cost for xanga?

and i think i should stop crapping. totally stop from today onwards. cause i don't want to make people feel weighed down by me. i want to make them happy.heh. helping people is a joy that can never be explained.I AM THERE TO BE A LISTENER, NOT A TALKER. and i don't want to be selfish by making people care about me, or get sympathised by people. i think its what we shouldn't do. don't just cry and cry and talk and talk bout yourself, put others first, and chuck yours aside.
yeah. EOYs are coming and i am pressed for time! i need to study hard to qualify for another school and leave st margs.

one-and-a-half-months. so much to do so little time.
revision. i feel the adrenaline level building up as well as the desire to leave. yupps. all work and projects must be completed by the end of this week and then its revision, full speed ahead, no turning back! (:

and everyone seems super dee duper dao. i think i am getting irritating. even I think so. heh x)
BTW, class photos are out! (: yay! boo! :( Ariel and i look super fat! the crap we always crap in class. haha. and she has been on her diet for 4 days. and i think i am going to start today. now actually. not much of a diet actually.
1. no chocolate
2. no ice cream
3. no fast food
4. no junk food
5. no soft drinks
and i think it seems impossible to keep. i really think so.
Chinese is the first period tomorrow and that means if i skip breakfast, i will be DEEEAAAAADD..

sorry for the continuous change of blog skins. i just cannot find a suitable one. and i still cannot find one. :(

the week has been good.i had a farewell celebration today. chips, marshmallows. no one was in the mood to laugh or smile about it though.yeah. i am transferring out of SMSS unless God says no. however before i transfer out of SMSS, i want to see revival happen in SMSS.

i had a dream that during chapel one day,i saw a generation that was so hungry for God. they were reaching out for him as God swept across the hall. they were singing a fast song :" what the world will never take"

and i believe that revival will truly come to st margs.

i had a terrible nightmare/dream last night. i don't know if i can say its a nightmare or a dream, a terrible or a nice one. i just know one thing : I HAVE GOT TO WAKE UP! we have to wake up as a generation! WAKE UP FOR GOD! revival is coming. i can sense it. its knocking at your door. do YOU want to open it? do you want to let it come in? its YOUR choice. your choice that hinders or builds you up.

"people got raptured in my dream. raptured. i walked past. whoever i walked past got raptured. i walked into a room. a room full of disbelievers. there was no more time left. i had to save them or they would not be able to get saved. i reached out. i shared and i rushed i wanted to get them saved. i had to. God came down. the ambiance outside the room was so so strong. people who got saved flew out of the door. the wind. SO SO STRONG! and i only had a certain period of time. more and more people started flowing into the room. the wanted to get saved. it was not enough. people cried, some laughed. they were so desperate for God. only thing no one told them the gospel. Christians were too caught up with their on work, caring about themselves alone......"

that's when i woke up, both physically and spiritually. i was scared so scared. i didn't know what to do. there is no time left! take the chance.

Brandon Heath - I'm Not Who I Was Lyrics

I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was
I used to be mad at you
A little on the hurt side too
But I'm not who I was

I found my way around
To forgiving you
Some time ago
But I never got to tell you so

I found us in a photograph
I saw me and I had to laugh
You know, I'm not who I was
You were there, you were right above me (RUTH says :tats God by the way! (:)
And I wonder if you ever loved me
Just for who I was (of course God did!)

When the pain came back again
Like a bitter friend
It was all that I could do
To keep myself from blaming you

I reckon it's a funny thing
I figured out I can sing
Now I'm not who I was
I write about love and such
Maybe 'cause I want it so much
I'm not who I was

I was thinking maybe I
I should let you know
I am not the same
But I never did forget your name
Hello

Well the thing I find most amazing
In amazing grace
Is the chance to give it out
Maybe that's what love is all about

I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was

well i have been honestly finding this song for a long long long long while. heh x) yesterday was splendid! it broke. its open! again. finally. hallelujah. amen! (: apart from the knee and stuff. it was so so good. to even have the renewed salvation and conviction brought to the many people around. not only for IGNYTE, not only in IGNYTE, but for this generation!the zeal is back and i am super deeeduper sure its not going to go! (: haha. yeah! (: haha. breakthroughs, revival! the never ending flow of the spirit in and upon our lives! (:things are looking so much more better too! &&sis kassey came back! (: weeeee! i only realised how much i missed her when she came back! heh x) f.u.e.l was good too! we had mahjong paper! yeah. i love love love mahjong paper! Gideon presented it and i held the paper for him. not because i was tall ( I AM SO SHORT! & FAT!) heh. but because during camp he helped me hold when i was explaining! with the mahjong paper filled up with HYPERTHETIC people!

You Are 6 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

the past me is not me.
the present me is me.
GOD has changed me(:
its up to you to believe. but one thing is for sure. i ain't the past me and i will never be the past me again. so stop treating me as the past me and remembering my mistakes but just give me a chance to move on. (: thanks!

ok. time to write all my homework. its a lot.heh x)

1. LAP
- read whale rider
- do the long long lit worksheet
- CME individual project
- interview an adult and a teenager give them 5 problems to solve.

2. Mathematics
- any one? please? i forgot to copy it down :(
- corrections for test paper
- long due mathematics project.

3. Science
- turning effects of forces(2 long worksheets) :(
- read up!
-turning effects of forces
- work done

4.Chinese
- one paper 2
- letter writing/composition
- workbook chapt. 16 & 19
- chinese test on wednesday

5. IH
- geography project with yvonne! (:
- history worksheet
- history revision
-caste systems

6. Music
-test on tuesday

and a whole lot more......
TIME TO MUGGGGG!! :(

yay! joy joy joy! (: for the joy of the lord is my strength! i love you people a whole lot! (: WEE

happy 42nd birthday Singapore! i love you and i will never leave you! (: heh.


i remembered going to the ndp preview 2 years ago! haha. sat with Farah, Danial and shanmuka! ate pop corn, criticised the disgusting food! played with the tambourines till they broke! played with the whistles till they dropped to the bottomless pit of the Padang, screaming at the fireworks and crazy runs to the toilet! heh x) yeah. the npcc cadet who let us use the toilet for the performers (: and of course, putting national day tattoos on our faces and arms (: the water spilling on the bus! heh x) all the screaming on the bus till our teacher got a headache. heh. and eating everything in the fun pack! (: && SPRAYING OUR HAIR RED! (:and of course, the national day songs! (:
yeah. its kinda amazing how i still remember all these! 6 July 2005! (:

nostalgic melancholy.
i managed to hack back into this account. heh x) keep on thinking today is like Friday or something. haha :) discovered lots of things i shouldn't have. everyone is changing. its getting more complicated. i want everyone to be innocent though. to be like a primary school kid. yeah.i want to go back to celebrate national day with the primary school people.
say hello to my sis! that was when she was abt 5 or 6. HEH! (:

he's currently 11 & shorter than me! (: Reuben Goh Yong Shi.

and this is a recent picture of my brother! heh. its upside down! BUT YEAH! he deserves that for deleting the pics of 1trust and the beloved school field xD haha!

if only things were still like that.

last post! going to constrain myself. yeah (:
contradicting things in my mind. confused. need to step up. to take it on. but first a moment to be with God in the secret place, the place where we meet. to start making my prayer life go on fire for him. to let it be more than a sparkle, more than doing it just cause i need to. But because i love God. i finally felt a spark of the firely passion burning within me. i want to see it grow. i want to just live my life to please and know God,not know about God. i want to be an extreme God chaser (: and pursue Christ! (:

thanks and goodbye.drawing back. i just don't want to hurt anyone and i don't want to e hurt. got to step out of that mentality.the stupid selfish mentality. I have got to try. really hard and push myself. its just that every time i try, something just stops me.

LOVE.FAITH.SURRENDER.PATIENCE. ???

i wonder whats next. and God has indeed helped me to grow (: i love love love my big God!

WEAT BIX.
WEAT BIX.
WEAT BIX.
WEAT BIX.

addicted (:

guides uniform/no guides uniform,
fuel/acs b

lord i want to be that little perfect girl for you.



and i still don't know if i should go to acs b or fuel. heh. past few posts were random and i guess this will be too. hope you people who are reading the blog, if anyone is, besides me, wont mind.

hungernation
i just invented a new word! (: haha. i think its the process of getting hungry, then eating a lot, and getting hungry again and again! weird hunger too! haha. i have been eating breakfast for my last 4 meals. and i feel like eating breakfast for lunch and dinner today too! wheat bix! (: the nice nice cereal! really good, really nice! (: low fat and low calories too! YAY! and my recent and new sort-of addiction to tomatoes. eating tomatoes! YAY! my fridge has lots of them! oh yah! my fridge is finally full! hooray! yeah.


and now i know how much you see your daughter is in your eyes,soso little.
God will take care of it (:


yet again,i got one important thing to say.

YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY











but who are YOU?

heh. decided to blog once more to kill time! buying candy tomorrow. not sure whether i should go to fuel or acs b camfire. confused. guess i will just decide there and then.

and clare lim: my patience has its limits.
i know its wrong to stuff your feelings deep down. but this is a temporary one. heh. so i am doing it right now. Brrr! it will go away in a while(:

yay! i am back from the hospital. it wasn't that bad cept for something. that 1 month MC! GRR! and some people i know will be most happy to have this. yea! i was greeted by the sweet smelling of food! isn't that the best aroma? hehe. walked and walked, limped and limbed and i saw lots of shops! haha. and the dearly loved mac Donald's! haha. yay!

went to eat my lunch with daddy. ate breakfast for lunch. 2 eggs, roti kaya toast and coffee from the kopitiam. coffee taste gross now! btw the food in the hospital is seriously disgusting! they dont even have anything chocolate or junk food.much less candy. TOO HEALTHY! haha. yeah. and i think daddy thinks my appetite is sort of mixed and jumbled up! haha. but all of a sudden i just like eating breakfast cause now it 6.10 pm and i want to eat cereal! wee! haha. yay! (:

thanks for all the prayers! (: love you people a lot!

weeee! at school com labbie (:




i was hungry! heh. oh yah. today is the international LOVE DAY! <3>

an orange heart! (: from me to you!

Thursday, August 2, 2007

these few days as i mentioned earlier had been work. YAY! (:
finally had no time at all to slack, cept blog a few sentences! heh.

ytd was cool had strings practice. don't get me wrong, just trying! heh. the cello! (:i love love love the cello though, the sound so much richer than any instrument in the strings family.

went to serenes today! saw xue and had a fun and loving experience! miss it and love it! haha. ate Reverso ice cream in a cone, and joanna, anita, kirin, faith, shiying and me ordered 20 piece nuggets, a giant coke and 2 medium fries! with lots of sauces, straws and cups!haha (: yay! anita! you chilli sauce eater!

have an appointment tomorrow. thus cannot stay long for cluster arts :( boo.chinese is the first period of the day, and it will definitely have massive scoldings and stoning! haha. yeah!i cant attend fuel on saturday:( double boo :(( tomorrows Friday. its chapel. i so cant wait. everything in church seems to be looking up! but everything in school isn't! gah! cant go FOP tomorrow :( need to study. moreover i cant stand for long.

REVERSO!
i think i am getting sick. too many late nights, too much junk food, too litter healthy food, lack of exercise. sore throat, cough, nauseousness and the pain of the whole left leg. the ankle and knee and hamstring. one by one they come and go and now all at the same time :(

(a quote from Marianne Williamson)
Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some, it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others.



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