I give my all to You

Saturday, July 28, 2007

yeah. its been a long while since i blogged XD.
heh. this week has been sorta good yeah? cept for Friday afternoon and Thursday night :(

an overview of this whole week.

MONDAY
had napha on Monday. heh. knee wasn't recovered yet :( but yeah. didn't want to delay napha anymore so i decided to just do it with an injured knee.got 29cm for sit and reach! heh. i failed :(
yeah. did standing broad jump got 174cm. bahbahbah. incline pull ups were real bad. MY STUPID DUPID KNEE! amazingly my knee decided to bend and i could do nothing to keep it straight. its an injured knee. so yeah. got a C and decided not to do it anymore. went home after school took a shower, did homework, computered, ate dinner and then sat down to watch TV. then when i stood up, there was this horrible CRACK sound. and then i couldn't move my knee, it was so so painful. heh. turns out according to my dad's diagnosis that i tore/sprained my ligament. bah :(

TUESDAY(MC)
MC! (: yeah! but the stupid dupid knee really hurt alot. haha. IT WAS SWOLLEN! (: so ccoooooll ! could hardly walk and the com crashed so i just sat in front of the TV for the whole day. went to the doctor's and was granted a 2days MC (Tuesday and Wednesday)went home watched some more TV and went to sleep.

WEDNESDAY(MC)
watched TV (: my knee could walk better! (: YAY! and then the careless Ruth was walking to take something from the table and her knee cracked again :( BAH! BAD STUPID RUTH! turns out that i couldn't walk anymore and it was impossible for me to go to school the next day.

THURSDAY(MC)
watched TV (: went to the doctor's again to prolong my MC! got another two days MC (Thursday and Friday)watched some more TV.

FRIDAY(MC)
watched TV (: went to school for the trinity guild hall exam and then came home. watched some more TV. cracked my knee! GOSH! so careless. :( and yeah. shi ying says that she will lend me her crutches on Monday. nice shi ying (: yeah! hiazx. the injury is already reoccurring itself before it even gets healed. :( that's bad. nvm! God will heal it yeah?

so in all i had 4/5 days of MC! haha. yeah. turns out i will never be able to do my napha! haha. yeah. have a checkup at kk hospital on Friday. haha. yeah. STUPID KNEE! it hurts so much! GAH! and i just realise that Christmas is 5 months away. time to save money!

things aren't going well as planned.

welcome

(a quote from Marianne Williamson)
Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some, it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

femme

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