Sunday, July 8, 2007
YEAH.
just as i thought everything was going to be okay, it turns out it isn't. every time i look into the past i see it again. and i come to the realization of how bad i was last year.
but God changed me. I am a changed person (:
somehow people just don't believe that i am.
badbadbad.
and i wish they did.
now i fell like i let everyone down. i let God down, my leaders down, my pastors down,my family and my friends down.i know that it isn't that right for me to cry at the altars. i should be the one helping my friends, praying with them but yesterday i couldn't. i just broke.i know though that this is a period of my life that God will guide me through.
a test and a trail. and just like pastor
Gary says :
" thank God for the bad things that happen"i will. but i really really hate tests.
bleah!
GAH!
haha (: but God will guide me so what do i have to fear yeah?
Joshua 1:9be strong and courageous do not be afraid for the lord is with you wherever you go! YEAH! (: feel so much happier now.
heh.
welcome
(a quote from Marianne Williamson)
Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some, it is in everyone.
And, as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
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