injustification

2008-01-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

I'm turning 14 in a week ://
remind me to blog. got so so many things to say about school.

2008-01-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

ah! i have learnt to treasure every second. cause when you have another chance to do something, there is no time to do it to the fullest potential you have :/
yeah. today was not a good day.
starting off really in the morening at 3 when i thought it was 5 and i had showered and was preparing to leave for school. then seeing a dead cat below the over head bridge getting once more rammed over by a car, it was gross :/ and sad.

and lessons were bad. at least the math test and pe was great :)
though i made my math teacher really mad. i promise i wouldnt do it anymore. i will be a good girl.
at least it was fun at pizza hut, celebrating with anita. so now i am stuck with work.

CIAOOOOOOO!

2008-01-23T18:29:00.000+08:00

i can't believe i am blogging in the middle of a homework overflow :/
yeah. even more than holidays.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

home econs:
4 chapters to read and study, write a journal entry after everyone.
4 chapters of book 1 workbook to complete
course work
worksheet

english:
read a story book
give a book review
narrative sentences :/
description for 5 senses

~~mothertongue:~~
close passage
test of成语s
photocopy the meaning for rachelle

IH:
difference between ice caps and glaciars
2 sbqs
coursework
transfer notes

mathematics:
1(a)-(f)
the other 1-6 questions
revise similarity
course work

litreture:
letter to Banquo
worksheet
revise notes
chapter 8
hmwork already given today
issues.

~~Music:~~
~~music journal~~

extras:
young midas
~~guides form~~
ignyte cell
class shirt design
cards and letters.
TAWG!

yeah. say goodbye to all the nice weekends. this week is going to pass. soon enough i hope :/

2008-01-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

and if you people havent really noticed. my attitude has been quite bad of late.
you can wait to find out why.
but in the mean time only one person knows.
i am deeply sorry to those people i hate. just give me time.

2008-01-20T19:07:00.001+08:00

ok. yeah i am back to blogger. xanga somehow made me emooooooo.
lots of things has happened since then. lots and lots. for one its a new year. with new beginnings and everything. and i havent made any resolutions or written any cards. so for me, my year officially starts tomorrow. really looking forward to school. wonder what it would bring.
yeahhhhhhh. i am behind it by 20 days :/

i love my buzz group.

enough said. it was good LCE, feeling Gods presense. sharing with sis kim once again what i had shared with bzh and sis kassey the other time. i am going to have my interview in 2 weeks :)
finally.

2007-12-17T10:55:00.001+08:00

THINGS TO DO IN THE HOLIDAYS

~~1. write down all my TAWGs ; get them from the small pieces of paper i write them on.~~
~~2. go pass the veil decide if i want to~~
~~3. hand in my appeal to crescent~~
~~4. pray really hard about my appeal to crescent~~

5. if not do holiday homework

~~english~~
~~three fiction books and identify the expressions.~~

chinese
blog
50 cheng yus
zhou ji

science
topic of ecology

*tell me if you know any cause i have no idea

6. revise and buy assesment books for sec 2
7. improve my chinese (its impossible)

~~8. get a job/find a legal way to earn money~~
~~9. plan for the P6 game thing on 1st december.~~
~~10. write notes to nice people in church~~
~~11. catch up with them~~
~~12. go shopping with nicole chia~~
~~13. go shopping with ariel~~
14. get something from cotton on!
~~15. new shoes, skinny jeans (need money!)~~
16. intensive training exercise
~~17. grow >2cm! (:~~
~~18. catch up with Karen and zhi xuan.~~
~~19. go to the movies~~
~~20. eat all the donuts from munchie donuts!~~
~~21. send Karen off to America :(~~
~~22. go candy and chocolate shopping (haven't done that in ages)~~
~~23. tidy up my letterbox~~
~~24. spring clean my stuff, the old go and the new come!~~
~~25. go for CAMP!~~
~~26. go for guides torture camp~~
~~27. tidy up my stuff.~~
28. do CIP for the library- book shelving
~~29. catch up with Hannah ho!~~
30. settle all my problems
~~31. stop snacking~~
~~32. go Christmas shopping~~
~~33. take photos with all the people i want to give presents to.~~
~~34. shop for materials to make Christmas gifts~~
35. bake Christmas cookies
36. write Christmas handmade cards
37. go ice skating!
~~38. PG14 outing~~
39. season out wheels of my skates
40. master tennis
41. master basketball
42. master the art of braking
~~43. go to spotlight!~~
~~44. read at least 10 books~~
45. make all the due birthday gifts (yes Ariel)
~~46. pack for camp~~
~~47. make sure my hair grows!!~~
48. drink 8 cups of water a day
49. work out with nicole chia at the gym. HAHA.
~~50. watch the game plan (:~~
~~51. go out with my sister~~
~~52. recover from the flying incident~~
53. recover from knee injuries
~~54. not get inured~~
~~55. loose weight~~
~~56. do the 270 questions quiz~~
57. file all my stuff together
~~58. pack for guides torture camp~~
~~59. layer my hair~~
~~60. neoprints~~
~~61. take a photo with ppl of the last century~~
~~62. survive guides camp~~
~~63. finish reading twilight by stephanie meyer~~
64. finish reading new moon by stephanie meyer
65. finish reading eclipse by stephanie meyer
66. whole series of shopaholic
67. go out christmas shopping with nicole chia
~~68. do a blogskin~~
~~69. go over to ariel's house~~
~~70. watch the land to teribethia~~
~~71. swim @ ariel's house~~
~~72. christmas celebration for lower sec~~
~~73. do online quizes~~
~~74. do a collage~~
~~75.go to terminal 3~~
~~76.watch a plane take off~~
~~78.go to thomson and have dough (:~~
~~79.find out what to make for christmas~~
~~80.subway cookies~~
~~81. go to macs and study~~

2007-12-17T10:55:00.000+08:00

THINGS TO DO IN THE HOLIDAYS

~~1. write down all my TAWGs ; get them from the small pieces of paper i write them on.~~
2. go pass the veil decide if i want to
~~3. hand in my appeal to crescent~~
4. pray really hard about my appeal to crescent

5. if not do holiday homework

english
three fiction books and identify the expressions.

chinese
blog
50 cheng yus
zhou ji

science
topic of ecology

*tell me if you know any cause i have no idea

6. revise and buy assesment books for sec 2
7. improve my chinese (its impossible)

2007-12-03T13:08:00.000+08:00

the verdict's out.
I AM IN MIMING.
:( / :)

2007-12-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

why?
i will tell you on saturday. my xanga's going crazy the preview is good the real one isn't i need a xanga doctor.gah. lots of people think i am getting insomnia. :/ cause i can't sleep. gah

2007-12-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

i have a xanga now :)
http://xanga.com/achildlike_faith
no need to relink whatsoever i will be posting at both. only thing that will be the naggy things and stuff that will take a long time to read. this blog served me really well :)

2007-11-27T08:22:00.001+08:00

camp. Christmas. miming. homework. meetings. catch ups.

a hefty load of things to do. and i think that i might die under the pressure. and i need to get started on my homework really soon. and yeah its so hard to make everyone happy. cause people don't always obey.15 days left for me. to do the christmas presents and my holiday homework. going to get started on it.

meeting hoernieziiaan. watching a movie with them and ariel and nicholas (: hope that they get to know each other. i love them, all of them so so much! (:

2007-11-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

"Man... i finally got a tagboard and a new skin. Yay!!!!! Muahhahahahaha. Felt like banging com when i couldn't edit HTML. Yay. Ruth came by last week i think. Haha. We went to An and En's house 1st. We played HALO 3. Ruth kept screaming. (No offence) The control was vibrating and when she was shot she screamed. It was fun. We ate PASTA there. Then we played TRUTH or DARE i think. Zi An had to prank call people. He kept hesistating when his friends answered the phone. It was so.. funny. Oh yeah... the we went to fetch Nana from VFC i think. Before that we took the lift and we got stuck on the 10th floor. After that we went to fetch KK and Ruth and I suggested walking up to the 16th floor! Seriously tiring. Oh yeah we went to my house and played Ghost Recon 2. Couldn't turn on SPAWN. Boo hoo. Zi An was seriously a good sniper. Then, we played Call of Duty 3. Ruth was screaming( HAHA xD no offence ) cause I kept shooting her cause I tot she was Zi En or Zi An. We got bored with the Xbox 360 except Zi En . He was playing TMNT. Ruth turned on the TV. We watched Home in Toa Payoh for awhile, then i taught Zi An how to play FUR ELISE on the piano. Was Fun with RUTH too. :) We ate dinner at house and they had to go homne :(."

credits. hannah.

the fun never stops. its just there (: and i love you guys!hoernieziiaan

2007-11-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

horribly good today (: there are so many things i need to do, so many things i need to go for but somehow i dont remember. the only thing i actually remember is that the swimming pool's closed tomorrow :( i am starting to do my work.

we had our last fuel today. and i think it was horrible, as in the last fuel. never expected this year to end so fast. cause now i feel sooooo old. i will miss the buzz group, all the sweets and candy. the crappings and bullyings and all the study sessions. and gah i will be in BZH's buzz group for another year. :) / :( gideon, save me!!

going for the SP course. maybe the full thing or just a day but its going to be soo fun!

2007-11-24T10:36:00.000+08:00

Thank God. Nearly panicked when I heard my ankle go crack on me. =/ Don't wanna infringe Mei's copyright of sprained ankles, worn out cartridges, & cracked knees.

yeah my sister wrote that. but amazingly it only sprained for two days! haha. and yeah one more time and she'll need to pay a fine. its copyrighted off to go swimming now (: bye people!

2007-11-24T10:14:00.000+08:00

goodbye karen :(

from meeting you in Chinese class cause i got bored of it to being the trio, then the quadrio to the secret place, the view from there, acting Chinese shows and playing kite with the flying correction tape, getting caught by Mr d. and then defying him to go back there. and sometimes we could spend hours there, without any watches and when we finally found out that we missed our curfew we would run like mad dogs back home :) stealing zhi xuan's sweets and stickers, giving people discounts to buy candy, going out especially to criticise candy, eating junk food everything. candy and chocolate and ice cream. going to library after library to find a book, never getting bored of it. going to your church, you coming to mine. having extensive exercise training with me, both of us trying to sneak into the closed basketball gate and miko being the first dog i was never scared of. i love you alot (: and i know you do toooooo! have a good time in America and i wish you all the best! God bless. and yeah we watched your plane take off yesterday :(

"Yo people! i reached the usa already! the flight was LONG. the food was nice,edible. Miko is safe, thank God... the apartment is big. the garage can fit two cars! Aiyah...Miss u all already...*sniffs*when i get the phonecard, i'll call u. Take care!

thanks for being there to understand, someone who knew who i was (:

2007-11-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

its time.

2007-11-22T11:32:00.000+08:00

#1 ariel mae sammy
#2 benedict eldred hon
#3 tay chuyi
#4 gideon goh
#5 nicole chia
#6 colton ngui
#7 ho hannah hilton
#8 sis,rachael goh (:
#9 mervyn
#10 daniel

who is #6 having a relationship with?colton
no one i guess.

if #7 and #10 are together will it be good? hannah and daniel
HAHA! two loggerheads. its possible, right mervyn? heh x)
but they're good friends

how about #8 and #5 nicole chia and my sis
oh? i don't know. my sis doubts that i am talking to her.

what is #2 studying about?benedict
good question. triple science, doble maths and the rest should be in the newspaper.

when was the last time you talked to #3? chuyi
a long time ago. shes always so busy with her volleyball.

what kind of music does #8 likes? big sis
favourite secular : lips of an angel(hinder),at the beginning(anastasia)favourtie christian: beyond the veil, aimless

does #1 have any siblings? ariel
yeah. a nice sister called gabrielle rae sammy (:

will you woo #3? chuyi
Nope.shes my nice friend and twin

how about #7? hannahh
nopes. shes my nice childhood friend

Is #4 single? gideon
yupps. most probably.

what is #5 surname? nicole
CHIAAAAAA!

what is #4 hobby? gideon
writing poems and doing spastic and lame stuff (:
CANDY's a great aspect

do #5 and #9 get along? nicole, mervyn
They don't know each other.

where is #2 studying at? benedict
greenridge secondary school.

say sth casual about #1 ariel
i love her (:

how you develop feelings with #8? my sis
i had to live with her for 13 years.

where does #9 live? daniel
Singapore, CHOA CHU KANG! (:

does #7 like #2? hannah and benedict
they don't know each other. they may,one day :)

do #1 have any pets? ariel
GAH! a scary dog called pepper who benedict bullies me with.

is #7 the sexiest person is the world? hannah
you can say that!

2007-11-22T11:09:00.000+08:00

thanks friend (:

today's thanksgiving in the united states, a time to thank God for everything he has blessed me with this year. and i should state them. 10things (:

1.i thank God for creating me one out of the 6billion people in the world. for giving me a plan in my life guiding me through 13 years of my life. through ups and downs, giving me a wonderful family and friends and teaching me; providing people for me to guide and teach me! your grace is sufficent, more than enough for me (:

2.i thank my family
3.my wonderful friends
4. IGNYTE!
5. st margarets
6. being able to exercise
7. 1E4'07
8. guides
9. being able to live (:
10. everything else! (:

2007-11-21T16:03:00.000+08:00

i got into ~~mime~~ percussion! (: i want to be a game show contestant though. gah! there are only 3 people. ahhhh its mime :( my sister's going to be glad.

gah! i just got back and guess what my sister's in mime too. everyone laughs. HAHA! 3 leaders, oh wells at least i got her, my nice big sister! haha (: all white and black! its going to be cool

2007-11-20T17:14:00.000+08:00

Haha, its Ariel here, AGAIN! Bwahahahah, we had fun! We had to wait for this Benedict person, who, by the way, brought the rain with him, and we were hungry! And he conspired with my sister the whole while, man! Haha, ate at Macs, couldn't finish the food, Ruth met her friend and Benedict carried Ruth's pouch, it looked gay. Swam in the rain, Ruth is a pro swimmer, AND watched Bridge to Terebithia, ate so many junk fooood, heehee:) We're gonna grow fat!

2007-11-18T17:08:00.000+08:00

dearest santa. i have been good all year round and i hope that you will give me all my presents! i love you, alot.my christmas list to santa (:
(please don't get me anything)

1. nice boxes with presents in them (i want the boxes!)
2. candy canes!
3. skinny jeans
4. shopping money- $100(combination from alot of ppl or smth)
5. get into crescent
6. new waterbottle
7. tennis skirt
8. tennis tank
9. tennis shoes
10. new tote
11. lots of letters
12. 6 donuts from munchie donuts
13. photos
14. junk food
15. chocolate!
16. clothess & shoes
17. awesome day with friends and family
18. be a game show contestant
19. hugs from everyone

i hope you receive this. bye bye
Ruth

2007-11-18T16:53:00.000+08:00

~~Directions:~~
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc... on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. Are you a male or a female?
mistaken-parousia
nooo i aint les.
2. Describe yourself:
just a prayer away-Jaci valasquez
to God.
3. How do you feel about yourself?
how great is our God-hillsong london
i feel tht God is great (:

4. Describe your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend:
cant go on-Group 1 crew
never had one
5. Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend:
I AINT EVEN ATTACHED!
by your side-hillsong

6. Describe your current location:
lifesong-casting crowns?

7. Describe what you want to be:
I got a feeling-third day
feeling but no idea

8. Describe your bestfriend:
God of wonders-third day

9. Your favourite colour is:
Revolution-hillsong united?

10. You know that:
Jesus take the wheel-carrie underwood(:

11. What is the weather like?
this is my life-desperation band ?

12. If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
you and i-shane & shane
HAHAHA.

13. What is life to you?
passion.
AMEN!

14. What is the best advice you would give?
faith my eyes-caedmon’s call

15. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
every time I breathe-big daddy weave

16. How do you feel about the opposite sex?
worthy is the lamb?
that is sooooo wrong

17. Why are you doing this survey?
wholly yours?

18. You hate:
strong tower

19. Describe your worst enemy:
when I see you

20. What's in your back jacket?
mother India.
HAHAHA

Layer 1: On the outside
Name: Ruth Goh
Birth date: 1st February 1994
Current Status: Single and unavailable..
Eye colour: black
Hair Colour: brown-black

Layer 2: On the inside
My heritage: Chinese
My fear: Insects, the dark, exams, things that bite and fly.
My weakness: feeling like a bin.
My perfect pizza: Hawaiiian(yes Hilton <3)

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My first thought of waking up: what I dreamt about
My bedtime: 10 +
My most missed memories: days of the last century

Layer 4: My pick.
Pepsi or Coke: coke (:
Single or group dates: None. I am 13.
Adidas or Nike: Nike (: just do it.
Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino, I love the cream

Layer 5: Do you?
Smoke: Nopes.
Do you curse: nopes
Take a shower: YESSS
Have a crush: Nopes
Go to school: yeah but it’s the holidays
Believe in yourself: depends
Think you're a health freak: depends

Layer 6: In the past
Drink alcohol: wine with alcohol.
Gone to the mall: Yupps.
Dyed your hair: Nopes

Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: Nooooo. eww
Change who you were to fit in: yeah.in the past

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: and have kids. Hah.

Layer 9: In a partner
Best eye colour: orange. haha
Best hair colour: depends
Long or short hair: longerrrrrr than short

Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: quiz
An hour ago: blog hopping
A Month ago: skacking
A Year ago: waiting for PSLE results

Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: GOD!
I hide: stuff
I miss: things of the last century.
I need: to do stuff

Name: Ruth Goh
Nicknames: uth,roof,ru-ut,puth

Name spelled backwards : htuR

Birthday: a feb 1994
Ethnicity: Chinese
Glasses or contacts: Glasses
Hair color: brown black
Hair length: Short
Hair style: layered.
Pets: None.

*Favourite*
Animal: something that cant fly/bite
Band: depends.
Brand name for clothes: everything
Brand name for shoes : charles and keith.
Candy: EVERYTHING!!!!
Cereal: wheat bix
Colour: brown,orange,white,black.
Cookie: SUBWAY
Day: Saturday <3
Disney character: strawberry shortcake (:
Drink: Water
Fast food place: KFC! Heh. Nicole chia (:
Food: depends
Holiday: one of the last century/
Ice cream flavor: chocolate (:
Month: November.
Number: 07,27
Perfume: allergic.
Pie flavor: applee
Pizza topping: pineapples.
Radio station: 95FM.
Restaurant: depends
Subject in school: PE!
Type of music: all but techno
Type of sandwich: (: depends

*Of all your friends...*
The best advisor: benedict/gideon
The best hair: colour or wat?
The best handwriting: valentine.
The dirtiest mind: ENCI no one beats her.
The funniest: Enci.dirty jokes. Heh.
The loudest: JOEY!
The most good looking: (: ariel
The most trusting: God, benedict, ariel (:
The nicest eyes: everyones one is the same.
The shortest: kirin.
The smartest: ADLIN. She doesn’t study. Joshua aw
The tallest: Jenevieve (:

*HAVE-YOU-EVERs*
Asked out a crush: no? I am not tht crazy

Been on stage: yupps
Been scared to get a shot: yupps
Cheated on a test: yupps once in p6, Chinese spelling.
Cried during a movie: yupps.lots
Felt like you didn't belong: yupps.
Fought a black belt: nopes
Gone to camp: yupps and loved it ! not the guides one.
Kept a New Year's resolution: yeah.
Kept a secret from everyone: yupps
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: hah. With Karen. We still do it.
Stolen anything:nopes.
Told a girl you didn't liked her: yupps and got into lots of trouble.

Won a trophy: yupps

Written a love poem: nopes

*The Last...*
CD listened to: don’t invest in them
Movie watched: the game plan
Person that's called you: esli?
Person who saw you cry: ariel, God, bzh
Person you went to the mall with: Nicole chia
Song listened to: boom! planetshakers
Thing you ate: milo powder
Thing you drank: water (:

*Yes or no*
Growing up scares me more than it should: yupps. When I want to be young
I adore getting mail: yupps. Never do L
How do you eat an Oreo: twist,lick and dunk.
How early do you wake up on school days: 0517
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again: depends
If you could describe yourself in three words: child of God
Is your computer in your room: noooo,just got moved out

Is your room messy: my part? yeah
What color are your bedroom walls: blue
What do you do when you're bored: depends. Lie on my bed.
What makes you happy: God,chocolate
What makes you sad: no comment

What's your favorite thing to do on the weekends: crapp!
Worst feeling in the world: guilt

DONT BOTHER READING!

2007-11-18T14:20:00.000+08:00

1)A random girl ask you for your name:
ask her what her name is

2)The last thing you put in your mouth:
milo powder (:

3)What was the last message on your phone:
Yah. i will.Don't worry i am fine. i may call you today. what time not so sure so you just wait ok? Haha.

4)The last song you listen to:
hinder-lips of an angel

5)Who do you trust in your life?
everyone i guess.esp my best friends (: just that i don't tell stuff.

6)Would you move to USA to be with someone you love?
heh. too early to tell.

7)Talked on the phone in the shower?
yeah when i was crazy and i talked to the phone with no one on the line.

8)Would you stop talking to friends because of your BF/GF?
noooooooo. i will dump the stupid bf cause hes mean

9)Fill in the blank: i love ____
God.

10)Who will you wanna marry?
someone God blessed me with.

11)Who will you wanna call after waking up from your coma?
family and friends

12)How many kids would you want to have?
8 (: nicole chia wants 10

13)What will you call your kids?
secret

14)Your surname:
goh/gah

15) Favourite toy?
pigs and my bear from build a bear

16) Right or left handed?
Righty :) 9 years more.

17)Been to Paris?
nopes.

18)Last person you kissed?/
daddy.

19)Do you love anyone/who now?
God, Family, friends

20) What are you doing?
Doing this survey.

2007-11-18T14:08:00.000+08:00

weeeee (: yay now my blog looks nicer. yesterday was wonderful, fuel was good (: and for once something miraculous happened :)

2007-11-17T14:59:00.000+08:00

THIS IS ARIEL HERE! Guest blogging for Ruth, haha:D
We're planning how to break couples up. Being very mean to the extreme, its funnn:D We chased them out of the house, served them right. Looking at this PHOTO, the benedict hon. HAH. Anyway, we dont feel a tad guilty, teeheehee:D Oh man, we're all in pink, thats BBAADD.

This is Joey here! Guest blogging for Ruth as well :D yep! we're watching survivor now and most of the people decided to eat. lol. yep we're all pink which is so weird D: imagine the guys in pink :D haha

2007-11-16T16:11:00.000+08:00

ah! and i just realised that i should make a list of what to do in the holidays, besides i have been waiting for this for a long while.

THINGS TO DO IN THE HOLIDAYS
~~1. write down all my TAWGs ; get them from the small pieces of paper i write them on.~~
2. go pass the veil decide if i want to
~~3. hand in my appeal to crescent~~
4. pray really hard about my appeal to crescent

5. if not do holiday homework

english
three fiction books and identify the expressions.

chinese
blog
50 cheng yus
zhou ji

science

topic of ecology

*tell me if you know any cause i have no idea

6. revise and buy assesment books for sec 2

7. improve my chinese (its impossible)
~~8. get a job/find a legal way to earn money~~
9. plan for the P6 game thing on 1st december.
10. write notes to nice people in church
11. catch up with them
~~12. go shopping with nicole chia~~
13. go shopping with ariel
14. get something from cotton on!
15. new shoes, skinny jeans (need money!)
16. intensive training exercise
17. grow >2cm! (:
~~18. catch up with Karen and zhi xuan.~~
~~19. go to the movies~~
~~20. eat all the donuts from munchie donuts!~~
21. send Karen off to America :(
22. go candy and chocolate shopping (haven't done that in ages)
23. tidy up my letterbox
~~24. spring clean my stuff, the old go and the new come!~~
25. go for CAMP!
~~26. go for guides torture camp~~
27. tidy up my stuff.
28. do CIP for the library- book shelving
~~29. catch up with Hannah ho!~~
30. settle all my problems
31. stop snacking
32. go Christmas shopping
33. take photos with all the people i want to give presents to.
34. shop for materials to make Christmas gifts
35. bake Christmas cookies
36. write Christmas handmade cards
37. go ice skating!
~~38. PG14 outing~~
39. season out wheels of my skates
40. master tennis
41. master basketball
42. master the art of braking
43. go to spotlight!
~~44. read at least 10 books~~
45. make all the due birthday gifts (yes Ariel)
46. pack for camp
47. make sure my hair grows!!
48. drink 8 cups of water a day
49. work out with nicole chia at the gym. HAHA.
~~50. watch the game plan (:~~
51. go out with my sister
~~52. recover from the flying incident~~
53. recover from knee injuries
~~54. not get inured~~
55. loose weight
~~56. do the 270 questions quiz~~
57. file all my stuff together
~~58. pack for guides torture camp~~
~~59. layer my hair~~
~~60. neoprints~~
61. take a photo with ppl of the last century
~~62. survive guides camp~~
~~63. finish reading twilight by stephanie meyer~~
64. finish reading new moon by stephanie meyer
65. finish reading eclipse by stephanie meyer
66. whole series of shopaholic
67. go out christmas shopping with nicole chia
~~68. do a blogskin~~
69. go over to ariel's house
70. watch the land to teribethia
71. swim @ ariel's house
72. christmas celebration for lower sec
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looks like i ain't got any done.~~yet~~

2007-11-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

I SURVIVED CAMP.
though i tried to pon it.

yeah camp was horrible,it seriously was. during lunch i tried to fall sick. i ate raw mushrooms from the can and tried to drink the can of mushroom campbell soup.yeah it was so so sick. got a headache in the end though not because of the soup.haha.yeah i poned hiking and instead went to the lookout point at bukit timah nature reserve with jia ying to see the hill. it was wonderful,once again a reminder of God's grace.sec ones thanksgiving tomorrow morning, class gathering after and then patrolling in the night. i think i am going to die.

2007-11-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

(: perfect days. 7 hours
today was wonderful! went out with hilton and daniel and mervyn. yupps (: and the time was great. we started of playing HALO3. i wanted to learn but i think i failed. we played for abt an hour. yeah. and i learnt something! how to move in circles (:

the rest of the day was just filled with crap, food, crap and food and an loads of screaming :)
yes you can never associate ruth and no screaming.

2007-11-12T08:23:00.000+08:00

Write ten things you want to say to ten people, do not say who the people are.(CREDITS:NICOLE CHIA)

1. my friend. yeah you left me alone in Singapore to figure out stuff on my own while you fly away to some other place in the earth,making me anticipate your return so that i can talk and blabber to you when you come back. and of course irritate you but so much to speak i really thank God for a friend like you (: though sometimes i don't realise it. you really rock! my friend and our friendship will last so invite me to your wedding as what you have promised me.

2. my other friend. thanks for coming to IGNYTE for 2 times. even though i actually pangsehed you to sit with the nice CH (: people you weren't angry with me. i really pray that you will draw nearer to God. it touches me to see you cry,no i ain't sadist. thanks for being my buddy(: my shopping/cam whorring/crapping. even though you aren't in express and there are differences between us,this friendship still rocks.

3. my other other friend. yay. spiritual daddy and candy brother (: yeah. thanks for stealing my candy! ahhhh but never mind i still love you as a brother. you're nice with all the spiritual advice. and really you have helped me in the darkest of days. thanks for praying for me and nurturing me in the smallest of ways (: an example that i will always look up to (: i will make you eat more. yeah. you're too thin but amazingly, you don't get cold.

4. my other other other friend. yes you i love you to bits though i can still see you sleeping. i never knew i could talk to you. i thought our whole life will be filled with quarrels. but you stood by me doing more than a sister should do. all this 13 years of my life, comforting me when i cry,lending me your stuff and telling me secrets yeah and i do that to you too (: but its really nice of you. the nicest sister around.

5. my newly made friend. hellos! fellow CH.thanks for telling me. its really nice to meet you. and yeah have fun in Australia all the best in camp comm and stuff! you can do it and camp's gonna rock course of all you nice people! haha thanks for taking the bulletins up when me and Ariel ran up,leaving the inserts to you.

6. my other other other other friend. hellos! you're much older than me. even older than my sister. which means even before i turn 20, you're going to get married! haha (: thanks for the wonderful chocolate that you always give. failing to make me fat and your genuine care for my injuries. haha (: i know it happens frequently but don't worry about it cause i will try not to let it happen anymore.

7. my other other other other other friend. i have known you for 11 years, since the day you were born and you never failed to make me laugh. though sometimes i can get irritated with you cause you stuff things i am allergic to in my face. thanks for all the small deeds that you do, which in due time add up to a hefty amount. thank you! haha though you have more privileges than me, i still love you, my bestest brother around! (:

8.my friend. gosh i think i have the rights to be irritated with you. but no i think i love you into bits. its just your personality and your attitude. and that's what i love about you. though sometimes you're so weak on the inside i can see your warring spirit on the outside though things may not go as easy. and every time you cry at the altars, every week i honour you. because you give it to God and he will give it to you.

9. my friend. yes i know that you can catch very well,using your hands. but can you catch it? i look into your eyes. they aren't what you portray on the outside. they aren't the eyes of a strong person who is good academically or physically. they're eyes of a person who is going to break down any second, who cannot face God. the eyes of a coward. but i know that you will step up and i am looking forward to the day. you have the potential. why not use it for the glory of God?

10. yupps my last friend on the list. i don't know what to say to you.

figure out who you are.

2007-11-12T08:11:00.000+08:00

going to have perfect hours of the last century later (:

for the sake of boredom(yes i am getting very bored)
Rainbow Quiz

BLUE IS LOVE
1. Do you like someone? nopes i love everyone
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?God yeah.
3. Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt? yeah.God.

RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? no.never want to
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? no comment
3. Have you ever thrown something at someone? nopes,can't remember
4. Is Someone mad at you?gosh yeah i think there shd be.

Yellow Is Self-Discovery
1. Name? Ruth Goh (:
2. What is you career plan for the future? anything God wants me to be
3. What is your main goal in life? trust,love and obey him
4. Do you want to have children? cute little people (:

Orange Is Excitement
1. Has Anyone Thrown A Surprise Party For you? Can't remember.
2. If you won a million dollars , what would be your first thought? i would never win it
3. If you could have anything in the world, what would it be? people knowing Christ

Green Is Opinion
1. Lower The Drinking Age?nopes. anyway beer stinks and wine is sour
2. Abortion? Noooo that's murder
3. War? horrendous.those lives that are left
4. Global Warming? don't use aerosol products (:

Purple Is Q and A.
1. How many beds did you lie on today?one(:mine
2. What Colour Shirt Are you wearing now? black.
3. Name One Thing You Can Do Daily? pray
4. Is Tom your friend? who's he
5. What website do you visit the most? depends
6. Do you have plants in your life? yeah.used to
7. Does any part of your body hurt now? nopes.thankfully
8. Do you own a camera phone? Yupps

Pink Is Last.
1. Last Movie You Watched in Cinema?the game plan
2. Last Song you listened to?five loaves and two fishes-Corine may
3. Last Person You Spoke to On Phone?can't remember

Grey is Today.
1. What are you doing tonight? its in the morning?
2. What are you going to eat? French fries,ice cream
3. Where are you going to be at 2 am?wonderland

2007-11-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

ICE CREAM KILLS
but i still love it (: its making me sick. i will go and eat lots of it then run to the toilet, come back and eat more ice cream and run to the toilet. the cycle repeats itself. but it makes me forget!

for the name of boredom:

FAVOURITE
Kind of pants: Jeans
Number: 07
Animal:anything that doesn't bite.

Drink:Water (:
Sport: tennis, basketball,badminton,rollerskating,cycling.everything (: but golf!
Month:(: jan/feb
Cartoon character: strawberry shortcake!

HAVE YOU EVER
Been close to dying: a few times
Loved someone so much it made you cry: Yupps.God (:
Broke a bone: No! the only thing not broken (:
Played truth or dare: Yes
Ran away: No,never dared to
Broke someones heart: maybe?dont think so
Cried over someones death: nopes.

HAVE YOU EVER
Fell off your chair: YES.
Saved e-mails: no, i dont even read my emails
Used someone: yes, but I've changed. Now, if I do, its unintentional

WHAT IS
Your good-luck charm: my friends.
Your favorite song:(: five loaves and two fishes, not ashamed.
Next to you: my handphone (:
Your pet peeve: i eat too much sugar, sprain too many parts of my body
Motivations: God, Family, Friends.

EVER HAD
Chicken Pox: Yes.
Soar throat: Yes. Obviously
A one night stand:no.never

DO YOU
Believe in love at first sight: no comment.
Have Long distance relationships: nopes.
Like school: depends
Get along with your family: (: sometimes;often
Wear contact lenses or glasses: yupps :(
Like filling out surveys: No
Like yourself: God made me

WHO
Was the last person who called you: no idea.was a missed call.
Makes you smile the most: God,family,friends <3
Knows you best: God.

ARE YOU
Obsessive complusive: depends. heh
Suicidal:Noooo i dont want to die!

YESTERDAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you liked: God,family,friends
Buy something: yupps.
Get sick: nopes!
Miss someone: my nice friends of the last century
Talk to an ex: None to begin with.

LAST PERSON WHO
Slept in your bed: Me
Saw or heard you cry: God! (:
Went to the movies with: krunch,zhixuan and alison
Told you they loved you: God.he does that every second.
You said I love you to: lots of nice people!(:
You fought with: my sis,we love to fight for the name of fun
You made fun of: not telling.
Made fun of you: BZH!

PICK ONE
Are you righty or lefty: Righty
Scary or Funny movie: Funny
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Coffee or Tea: depends
Summer or Winter:snow
Diamond or Pearl: diamonds
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberries
Citrus or Berry: citrus;orange and lemons(:
Hated anyone in your family: looong time ago.
Good singer:nopes.
What was your last dream about:some weirs game
When did you last shower: today
What book are you reading now: jodi picoult,salem falls
Best feeling in the world: when God's here.
What's underneath your bed:my overflowing letter box
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yeah. the bear (:
What are you most scared of right now: the dark,cats,dogs,spiders,lizards and more

Song thats stuck in your head right now: None
First thing you notice on opposite sex: no idea
Are you to shy to ask someone out: No, I dont want to anyway
What are you wearing right now: shirts and shorts
Favorite flower: sunflowers,my platoon!
How many pillows do you sleep with: two.

2007-11-11T11:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday i had 5 sort of perfect hours, 3 of the last century and i think the rest was really bad. oh wells! seeing hannah, zi en, zi an, jedi, malcolm, manfred, kk, nana was just wonderful. the days of old :( and yes we were still little young childish kids during the whole of the wedding ceremony, sitting on the second floor just crapping like we used to (: FUN! and at the reception squeling cause of the ants. hehe. but i miss them.haha (:

2007-11-11T11:00:00.001+08:00

STUPID DUM DUM hurry up and come back to singapore, we miss bullying you! and stealing your candy! heh.

2007-11-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

i have got one thing to say:
the rubbish dump is already full and thus,deposits will be unable to reach me. thank you and sorry for the inconvenience (:

yupps that's why i feel like puking. i ate toooo much. heh oh yah one more thing. never mention the term skinny jeans.i can wear it but it still ends up killing some part of me.

2007-11-09T19:37:00.000+08:00

i feel sick. ahhhhh! i feel like i am going to puke anytime.its shooting up my small oesophagus.

tomorrow's going to rock. but ahhhh i am going to wear tights. and i thing that that will be the worse aspect of the day. but hey! i will be seeing them yes them
hilton,zi en,zi an,kk,nana,malcolm,manfreed,magdiel etc.
those people that made an impact during some time of my life ; perfect days of the last century.

and then my beloved nicole chia is coming to church.and yay i am serving. gosh i miss serving so much,cause serving rocks, CH (: i want to do something for all the lovely people who really welcomed me.

gah. i shall stop typing before i puke.

2007-11-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

THE ULTIMATE CHANEL EXPERIENCE

heh. nicole chia. (: today we went to chanel. it was a dare! but yeah i fulfilled it! gosh. chanel's so cool i want to work there when i grow up. i bet people there earn big bucks. i think the owner of it is a multi billionaire.

conversation with the salesperson
salesperson: welcome to chanel
me: thank you very much
salesperson: is there anything i can do for you?

sub-conversation
nicole chia: ruth tell them you are looking for leather jackets!
me: ok.

back to the conversation
me: do you have leather jackets?
salesperson:yes we do, i will bring them out.
(salesperson dissapears!)

sub-conversation
nicole chia: tell them that your mother wants it

conversation
(salesperson reappears)
me: thank you i was looking at it as maybe my mother might want it.how much is it
salesperson: $8980
me: thank you i will go and check with her then

WE WALK OUT OF THE SHOP, FEELING RICH!

is it that hard, to love? .

2007-11-08T09:43:00.000+08:00

Five Loaves and Two Fishes

Corrinne May

A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small

i normally don't post lyrics but i think that this song is wonderful (:

2007-11-07T20:32:00.000+08:00

"never keep emotions to yourself cause emotions are meant to be expressed"

sometimes i wish that things would stay the same.

well, who doesn't? call me a sadist but i want all my friends to have troubles. its weird cause only then do they actually talk to me. that day at the altars i was just communing with God. and he told me "find a friend".

all i have is 7 days.
oh and i actually found my remaining homework.

its weird cause i don't really talk to people i want to but my mind seems somewhere else these few days. but i think something's wrong with me. too many hurts and setbacks? why aren't people i care for talking to me anymore? why aren't you!

its all so frustrating!

2007-11-07T12:08:00.000+08:00

riel tagged me!ahhhh

My relationship with her.
shes my nice good friend, someone to bully ben ben with!

5impressions i have of her.
SKINNY!pretty,sweet,loving and crappish(in a gd way)

Most memorable thing done for me.
everything and anything, too many to list i will take forever! i think it should be daoing ben ben for 3 mths together.haha :)

Most memorable words she has said to me.
God given words! and those from her heart <3

Most desirable thing I want to do for her now.
help her in a way i know i will try to.

My overall impression of her is
the BOMB!

Characteristics i love about myself.
(: i love candy, and chocolates

Characteristics i hate about myself.
:( eating too much candy and chocolates

Most ideal person i want to be.
JESUS CHRIST!

A message for people who care for me and like me.
I LOVE YOU <3 , but i love God more!

Pass this quiz to 10 people to see how they feel about you (:
ARIEL and anyone else who wants to do it

2007-11-04T16:55:00.000+08:00

I NEED MONEY!
tell me how i can earn it without getting a real job!
email me : achildlikefaith@gmail.com (NO spammers)
yeah i am willing to do anything!

2007-11-04T14:01:00.000+08:00

a child like faith.
thank you all the people who asked about me. i am alright.

2007-11-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

today i went cycling and then! i flew (: it was cool! i need to learn how to use the brakes properly, how to press the left one before the right.i landed on my joints and i was sprawled on the floor like a goose. but it lasted a second or so :) i stood up and the first thing i noticed was the hole. yeah the HOLE IN MY JERSEY! nooooooo. then i noticed the blood! heh. so now i don't need to go for guides, 7 scars :) 3 gigantic open wounds that are on my elbows and knee (:

COOLNESS? i think so. only thing no exercise, for a long time :(
oh shucks, it stinks.

2007-10-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

Wonderful.
yesterday was wonderful. worship experience, BREAK FREE, the power and atmosphere of the place.sometimes i hate it. other times,i love it to pieces <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">UNO and stuff and we learnt again about Gideon, the farmer boy who plants grass (: and we learnt about faith too! and of course the dearly beloved,mahjong paper :)

today was splendid too. went to vivo with my clique to celebrate Eleanor's birthday! (: and we went to build a bear. and we built a bear for my goodbye we fluffed it, all four of us and then we put 4 hearts into the bear, writing our initials on them, rubbed them to make them warm and then made a wish and kiss it! so we stuffed it inside 4 hearts, a bear with 4 hearts.
and it will stay that way. haha! (:

take me now away beyond the veil
where i can see you
where i can see you
Jesus

and i still have dreams of the rubix cube, yes the rubix cube how at every turn something bad happens a worse one each time a nightmare.

2007-10-25T07:59:00.000+08:00

a day left in st margs.hopefully.
I AM A PROUD PON-ER of school.yupps. today i woke up with a mission : to pon school. heh. so i walked into the kitchen and told my daddy i did not want to go to school and so he allowed me to. so now i am all alone at home. need to recover from things happening around me. all too quick all too sudden that i don't know what is happening, i don't feel it.i feel more than it.

yesterday i had a blast of time at plaza singapura with nicole chia. all the camwhoring! haha. we were supposed to go there to shop for christmas presents. at least i know what i can do now. then we went shopping <3 , without any money. we found this shop from australia and the things there are so nice and cheap! (: COTTON ON! (:

tell me.Lord, guide me.

2007-10-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

SOCIAL ETIQUETTE CLASS
and everyone laughs, HA-HA

but thinks arent looking good. they just arent. today i went with anita to vivocity to TOYS 'R'US to buy the rubix cube and yeah we had lunch too. then stopped at wierd places like new urban male, topshop(they were having a sale up to 70% (:),the all so loved armani exchange and of cause the big splendor of heels at ALDO annnnnnnnnnnddddd CANDY EMPIRE! haha.bused back and during the bus taught anita how to solve the rubix cube. she did it.hah.which reminds me of a funny accident just now.

ruth: toys r us is under the CHHHHIIILLLdren's section
anita:yupps
ruth: i am still a child so i go there!
anita: you havent turned 13 yet?
ruth: i have but i am still a child! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

and yeah i was getting sort-of-hyper jumping all around and all of a sudden these two nerdy ACS(i) guys turned behind and stared at me with the LOOK. heh. mean people but oh wells, they ended up walking into it too! so we were playing with the water noodles and they thought that we were crazy.

we are crazy people that's the way we are. crazy dots of st margarets

2007-10-22T21:44:00.000+08:00

I SOLVED THE RUBIX CUBE
its a wonderful way of stress/anxiety relief,when we get our papers back.

i find watching the spoofs of HSM extremely funny, it makes my day! haha. yeah/ todayw as fun going to thomson with nicole chia and deciding to eat only vegetables for the rest of my life cause everytime i see meat, for example chicken, i imagine it running and then this mad man with a chopper comes and chops the wing of, fries it and gives us to eat it. EWWWWWWW!

haha. and yeah. DOUGH BROUGHT US TOGETHER. i just realised! haha. and ytd was wondeful, sitting on my bed, interceding for people who were hurting. it felt really gpood, the reassurance that God will bless them!

flap your wings and fly penguin! (:

2007-10-20T12:48:00.000+08:00

SADDD.

i got A2 for english.shocking yeah?with the normally horrible marks that i have in class. heh x) but its really stupid cause for overall i had a B3. how am i supposed to transfer out.
and now my average is down :( GRRRRR, a big fat dumb 74.

and i think that there is something wrong with my bones/joints cause i keep on cracking them. so i cracked my left arm. and now my back's hurting. not forgetting my left knee. stupid ruth, if only she was not so accident prone. yeah it aches to lift both of them up. :(

2007-10-19T19:06:00.001+08:00

BOY DAO!
yeah. i am daoing boys, it started yesterday,ends tmr. dont ask me why.

HEH! i did not die today. got back science and LAP today, our buttocks glued to the floor for 5 hours. imagine how much they hurt and adding to the fact that i did lots of lunches yesterday, it was bad :(

I GOT AN A1 FOR SCCIIIIEEEEENNNNCEEEEE.SO WHAT?
i did not die.but she still isn't pleased at all.

as for LAP i dont know how many marks i got didn't bother to count the marks though i got them will do so tomorrow at the botanics so that i can cry there.anyone want to go?
lots of holiday homework :(

and i thank him for all he's done. how he helped me to study well and granting me 2 marks more for each of my papers.
tears rush down my eyes. Why? maybe its because i know that i will do badly for LAP. maybe its her high expectations. i don't know//all the things that hurt me in the past are hurting me again. lost confused.just how can i please her. i will give up everything. everything

2007-10-19T10:39:00.000+08:00

my prepared post for friday.

i screwed,really bad. i don't know how i am going to transfer out. she's going to scream at me and once again, the efforts all wasted. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah and so now here i am looking at my dreadful marks. what am i going to do, someone's going to hate me, for life.just thinking of whats going to happen has placed tears in my eyes.the immense fear, something so powerful.

I AM DEAD

2007-10-18T10:00:00.000+08:00

yeah. i still dread it alot.
tomorrow, i expect,lots of tears.

I PON-ED SCHOOL AGAIN!

hahahaha. Ding! getting back results tomorrow, i feel like an ostrich wanting to dunk its head into a sandpit.i need need need to get all A1s. i am really scared that i will flunk anything or get a bad grade cause i know that this time, the consequences are the worst. i need need need need to.
GOD help me.
i have put in my best,i really want to make her please.

"I'm scared ):
When I start getting excited and high high high! :D :D But this friday, we're getting our papers back FRIDAY. I so don't want that stupid day to come ): It's going to be the worst Friday in the whole year."
-Jayna.

it really stinks a whole lot, can't you smell the awful smell? whats more, its chinese first

2007-10-17T19:04:00.000+08:00

heh i just got my first bill. its good,did not POP! it. haha.i spent $250.18, all wiped away by the plan. hahaha! (:

todays good, not that i was sick or anything if you didnt see me in school,
I PON-ED SCHOOL!
i had the permission to (:

2007-10-16T18:10:00.001+08:00

RESULTS

life after exams are weird,its the longest time i studied with a goal, a force ;stronger one like no other. cause i know the consequences.i feel like mugging it feels so weird slacking all of a sudden and not doing any work.i think i should treasure this time cause i know that life during holidays are going to be stressful, much stressful.
i want to pon school tomorrow. i really dont know how i will fare,i really want to score good. i cant afford to do badly. i cant afford to loose any A1s. if not i really would not know what to do.someone's going to hate me for life.

2007-10-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

and if you never could tell
I LOVE MY DADDY.

2007-10-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

It rolls down my face
one clear blue drop
it would if it could
but this pearl can't stop

it leaves a trail
and in it engraved
all that I am
broken but saved

credits: Gideon. i know this isn't the whole poem but it will be one day.

yeah. it stinks. a lot. imagine a llllooooonnnnnnggg term medical leave from all sports except swimming. not a month, not a few months but a whole year.well cause they are important to me so so important.

no basketball,running, skating,cycling,badminton,jogging,brisk walking,ice skating, learning tennis, rock climbing,dancing,jumping,skipping etc

seeing an orthopaedic really soon :( cause the stupid ligament is loose. heh x) imagine not doing things you love for a year.i don't know what will happen, I'll just leave it to God.

but how much more do you want?

2007-10-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

"In the end, Jo refuses Laurie’s offer of marriage, despite the fact that everyone assumes they will end up together."
maybe lit has some meaning to it. how sad it is, they both love each other yet can never be together :(

2007-10-06T21:45:00.001+08:00

this is the globe.
big and round just the way people like it. GUESS WHAT?
i think its going to fall down crash on me.
REALLY BADLY.

EXAM's ENDING! (:

and once again. its the same
1. GOD
2. Family
3. Friends
4. studies
5. health
6. sports
7. music

2007-09-26T16:40:00.000+08:00

EXAMS START TOMORROW! :(

moan groan. and yeah. i feel FAT despite loosing weight, going to swim again.no fast food until another 30 days. i really hope so :( stop me from eating ok? thanks

ALL THE BEST FOR EOYs! (:

I WANT A LETTER BOX! :( heh! mine is overflowing.

2007-09-23T13:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDDYY! (:

I LOVE YOU MANY MANY MANY!

and i pray that even in this year, you will draw so much closer to God like moses! and David, a man after God's heart. i love you much and thank you for sacrificing so much for our family and bringing 3 of us up! (: may you fulfill your full-time call! (: all the best DADDY! (: will say more later (:

2007-09-23T12:51:00.000+08:00

WHO CARES ABOUT HIATUS?! heh. i do.
but this post will be worth it.yesterday was splendid. serving was indeed wonderful. the one sermon that i really enjoyed (: and ytd was one of the days where i only cared about God and what he was doing in my life :D for once in a long time i cried. i finally understood what he was doing in my life. i finally understood why he remained silent. it made me feel so guilty. so sorry for what i done. for once in my life i understood the meaning of a full-time call.

God's pretty cool-mean! (: haha. in a good way of course.
this is what he did ytd:

(for the hundred time or something. heh x) hes so NICE)

God: ruth, what do you want to be when you grow up?
me: i want to be a teacher
God: No, you can't be a teacher. what do you want to be when you grow up?
me: i want to be a scientist
God: No, you can't be a scientist. what do you want to be when you grow up?
me: i want to be a doctor
God. No, you can't be a doctor. what do you want to be when you grow up?
me: i want to be what you want me to be
God: i want you to serve me in full-time ministry

maybe what i just wrote was unbelievable. but that's my unique way of communicating with God. and time and time again he has confirmed it.

when i was 11, all the p5s came forward when they asked for a full time call
when i was 12, half of the p6s came forward when the asked for it.
when i was 13, they all left.

2007-09-21T18:28:00.000+08:00

MY 100th POST! (: fiiiinnnnnnalllllyyyyyy...

yupps! 100th post! really happy that my blog has finally reached its 100th post after 6mths. hah. thats such a long time. well, things are looking really up this few days, with the allowance to sleep during 2hrs of LAP cause of my medication and not failing the IH test! and of course the wonderful science test. exams are in a 6DAYS :/ yeah. all the best people! (:
post till later! bye

2007-09-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAN & ALISON

(: one day i will have many photos for birthday people
i LOVE you people MANY MANY MANY

Julian : my nice big brother (: yay! (: thanks for being there for me at times where i needed. haha. you have been a blessing that God has sent for me just like the many many people. hope that you will grow much this year in him and so much closer than ever before! yay! (: haha. and as for playing on the guitar, you're doing really good!yay! (: serve the lord with all your heart and all your strength and all your might!

Alison : my nice dear friend (: yay! it has been a good 2 years of knowing you, talking to you and crapping with you! yay! you're in CH now! continue to love and to serve him in all that you do wherever you go and whatever you do! (: i love you!!! haha. all the best for this year and for you future endeavours! haha. in basketball too! you go girl! (: bball all the way yeah! (:

2007-09-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

i know i am supposed to be on a hiatus but i found something worth posting-benedict admitting how dumb he is. cant wait for camp yeah? bye! (:
11days

2007-09-10T18:34:00.000+08:00

going on a HIATUS. one more month then its all over!! MUGGGG month officially. last post till it all ends.Anyways, i forgot the style of posting. heh x) last night was good. staying up and praying

schedule
wake up
go to school
come back from school
mugggg
dinner/rest
mugggg
sleep

and God brings me through them! yay! (: on a short note he has been really good :) only having the feeling of severe tiredness during chinese. heh!

16days

2007-09-09T13:31:00.000+08:00

yay! haha. Lord you have been so so good!
FUEL was good, we talked about moses and aaron. school's starting tomorrow. and i think everyone is dreading it again. exams in 19 days. and i don't feel like studying. the drive was taken so strongly away from me every time. BAH! (: i just don't know anymore...

2007-09-08T13:42:00.000+08:00

(: and my letterbox is overflowing! with lots of diaries,letters,cards,photos,bookmarks,journals and sweet rappers && lots of rubbish;junk.

thank you everyone who helped to fill it up. yeah. lots of happy times and sad times, tears and laughter, sadness and joy all in the box. it has been a blessing to me! (: ah! i want a new box. i am going to paint it ORANGE&BLACK (: yay!
&mango passion fruit frapp. is the LOVE & its orange

HAPPY 13th birthday
TAY CHUYI

yeah. we all looked so toot in here! (: and at that time you were 4cm taller than me!ages... but now its 1 cm! (: haha. yeah. MY BELOVED TWIN! hope that you will grow so so so much more in the Lord this year. and in volleyball and of course in PHS! it has been 2yrs knowing you and 2 yrs of enjoyment. you were the one who taught me to really worship and i am really grateful to you! (: God has his ways of doing things, sometimes of which are beyond our capabilities. let him work in your life. and let him shape you into the person that you are going to be! (:

anyone else's birthday? please inform me. thanks! (:

2007-09-06T18:31:00.000+08:00

(: weeeeeee. today turned out to be so much better than expected! the children were so so so cute! yeah esp. this guy called Jordan and this girl called Bernice and another called JJarden or smth. and Ariel, you gay prince! (: haha! tmr will be so much better i hope! (: the children are so cute! 3-9.BUT! 1 trust is still cuter!
and yeah. this is how DUMB benedict is!

and this is ariel's
Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:00:54 PM)
ok back
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:01:08 PM)
haha okay
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:01:21 PM)
anyway today was darn fun luh. The kids were ultraman kawaii desu!
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:01:46 PM)
haha where did you two go anyway?
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says:
bukit merah library
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:02:15 PM)
haha and there were ultramans?
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:02:30 PM)
Zomg i wore a biker jacket and a tie....manlady yo!
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:02:37 PM)
ultramans????
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:02:42 PM)
its an expression.
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:02:53 PM)
oh... okay oops...
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:03:37 PM)
outdated yo:D
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:03:49 PM)
yes yes yes...
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:08:32 PM)
are you going to p gary's wedding?
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:08:54 PM)
ya
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:09:00 PM)
when is it?
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:09:36 PM)
wht you wear to a wedding???: / um 7th october yo
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:10:16 PM)
oh yah oops:$
~Everything I See Reminds Me of You~ says: (7:10:21 PM)
ok
-(bEnEdICt)- It hurts, it really hurts. says: (7:10:57 PM)
why dun you go wear your bliker

i want photos!
NICOLE! send them to me @ pigtomaniac@gmail.com

2007-09-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

(: splendid day.
malaysia,bball,swimming.and it sounds a lot more better than that.hopefully tennis racket tmr! (: and of course, more swimming.

2007-09-04T03:56:00.000+08:00

September holidays
i am currently supposed to do my chinese homework.
Oh wells, there is always a reason not to do chinese homwork.

2007-09-02T10:26:00.001+08:00

CARE AND CONNECT! (:

2007-09-01T12:14:00.001+08:00

have mugged the whole morning, yawn. physically dead.

work!

-~~questions 8,9,11,12~~
-~~revision exercise 14~~
-~~edulearn geometrical figures&mind map(oh well, its not out yet)~~
-~~DOT form~~
-~~buy graph paper~~
-Chinese paper 2 BY TODAY
-Chinese letter writing BY TODAY
-~~sign progress report~~
-~~science holiday homework~~
-art work
-~~maths project~~
-~~science project~~
-English comprehension BY TODAY
-science poster
-5 science concept maps
-read English whale rider
-read English little women
-~~buy ring enforcements~~
-arrange DOT meeting

and looking at it i wonder if i have anytime to mugg at all..

2007-09-01T08:19:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
RACHEL TEH HUI MIN

NO PIC WITH YOU UNLESS CHUYI GIVES ME THE PICS :(

happy 13th birthday!(: it has been such a pleasure knowing you. from the laughter to the tears, from the screams to the shouts and of course to the POX! haha. i miss you many dearie! hope that you grow mightily in the Lord this year and draw closer to him. trust in the lord with all your heart and all your soul and all your strength! (: you will go fffaaaaarrrrrr in life! i must be the first one to receive your wedding card invitation ok?

2007-08-31T18:04:00.000+08:00

fffrrrrrrrreeeeeeddddddoooommmmm

MC from physical activities end tomorrow! (: FREE. i feel so free so much better.to be able to run again, to swim, to blade and to cycle. not forgetting playing territorial sports(ball games, basketball, netball, volleyball) going to get $30 bucks from my results and together with my following week's allowance i will be able to buy a netball and a basketball or a basketball, a volleyball! (:
yeah. and then i will save up for a tennis racket and learn tennis all by myself. then i will save up for that really really nice Reebok dri-fit and play-fit orange shirt! then i will save up for an exercise mat(: i love sports apparel much more than anything in the world! (: its a thing!and please tell me if i need anything else more! (: i think 6 weeks of my allowance is going to go into it.but honestly, i don't care. heh (:

today
went back to primary school. the school looks bad. disgusting even. white,blue,purple,brown,yellow,orange.heh. me and natassja was screaming like crazy!(: i love my dear natassja. having ran with you for 3 years(: and of course. the 400m and training. i miss you loads, running every year on the track with you. it was so fun hiding all around the school with you. running away from the security guard. heh(x and of course running the normal route,shouting and screaming. it feels like the old days! (: weee! ahh must must run with you next year! and we came up with a new theory : GUYS GEL THEIR HAIR UP TO MAKE THEM TALLER!

headed down to Mrs Wong's house later that day. met Karen at mini toons! (: we bought candy and did what we normally do = criticised it! haha. its so fun doing that with her. we saw adelyn an rachel so we went there with them. and then we saw yu Kai and li chuan. i am still taller than yk! (: heh. so much for geling your hair. heh x) yeah. we were walking slowly from the MRT station to mrs wong's house. and then on our way me and karen was like : WE WANT ICE CREAM. so we walked across the field to buy ice cream! we were asking ourselves rhetorical questions. heh. then we got lost! haha. we played with Mrs Wong's statified computer while watching the other's play bang! and gave zhi xuan 50+ miss calls to make her feel guilty for pang-sehing us. haha. SHE WENT TO WATCH rat-tee-too-ee. took 969 with karen to the interchange and went to find basketballs and tennis rackets. then we kept talking about the stupid tricks that we had played on zhi xuan,stealing her candy and spending $100+ on candy! really miss those times i had with her. the secret place and of course playing with correction tape and acting out family matters. heh x) enough about crapping. its too much to put it down. heh. was really tired when i got home so i didn't go to church. slept at 8+. that's all i guess.

2007-08-30T13:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO! (:
i am happy. yay! ok. besides the point of my knee. heh x) got back results today. and ariel did superdeeduper well! adlin too! the really smart people! heh. i want to be like them, an unfulfilled dream. and we got so much of homework. almost as much as the June holis/national day holidays accept i have more time. and more to study.but we can do it yeah?
BTW! vote for yvonne wong yi wan for prefects nomination tmr! (:

to the lady who loves purple, a purple post for you.
DEAR ____,
dont be guilty okay? its non of your fault. at all! (: stay strong ok? it was brave of you to ___ in class. trust me i wont be like you! you are so strong and you manage to stay strong through the toughest of situations. i honour you for that! (: study hard for the EOYs. you can do it!
"be strong and courageous do not be afraid for the lord will be with you wherever you go" Joshua 1:9. God will guide you through this period of time and he will make you grow in him. tell me when you have troubles. i cant promise that i will always be there but i will pray for you. and lastly ENJOY BAKING COOKIES TODAY! (:

2007-08-29T17:30:00.000+08:00

The 7 quiz! (:

the most important 7 things in my life :
1.God
2.Family
3.Friends
4.Others
5.Sports
6.Music
7.Studies

the most 7 important things at home:
1.My bible
2.My rollerskates
3.My basketball
4.My bicycle
5.My badminton racket
6.My swimming costume
7.My clothes.

7 things i love to eat:
1. chocolate
2. ice cream
3. candy
4. junk food
5. fast food
6. caramel dip
7. 80 cents stall! (:

7 people i want to tag:
Anyone who wants to do it! (:

heh! x) i loathe the fact that i cannot exercise. for others i know that they would love it. hehe. i wanted to swim so BADLY! after saving up for my swimming costume and yeah. my MC was supposed to be ending on the 1st of september. and when i was rejoicing! i walked and walked and my knee cracked again! grrr. its so irritating. i really dont know what's the use of a knee guard cause my knee still can crack wearing it. heh. x) PATIENCE is the ultimate key(:heh. AT LEAST i dont need to do drills for a long time (: today i learnt about drawing a straight line in maths.

Y=MX+C
so if the equation was
Y=2X-1

it means that M is 2 and C is (-1)so to draw a straight line, the line has got to cut through axis X&Y which are horizontal and vertical line, intersecting at the point 0. unless the equation is Y= -infinity>infinity or X= -infinity>infinity and C will be the point of intersection with either the X axis or the Y axis.Understand?its so so cool! (: i love it. however, if the equation was
Y=Xsquared+C,
it would not be a straight line.by relying on God as our C(constant) and X as what he wants us to do, we will have a straight life. a right and blessed life! (:

2007-08-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

RANDOM

ytd was good! (: sis Trina came to preach about desperation and the SPs got commissioned. boo :( need to wait till next year. it was good crying at the altars for st margs. and nothing can be more rewarding than praying for my friends. as i stood there praying for chuyi, hugging her as she surrendered all, i felt so mean. yes mean. i just saw the tears rolling down her cheeks. all along i couldn't do anything for her, she was my twin, my best friend. i hated myself, why couldn't i stand by her all these while.

..

and prayer certainly is always the best gift.fuel was good and enjoyable. yeah! (: heh. And janet owes me a photo! (: heh x) sch starts tomorrow.holidays soon and yes, Friday is teachers day! (: how time flies

..

being played out time and again seriously isn't good. all trust is lost.and it hurts, all so much.

2007-08-23T12:10:00.000+08:00

yupps! hello! x) common test was gggoooodddd.
I PASSED MY CHINESE TEST! (:
my knee thingy cracked again :( and medicine isnt helping heh x)
yeah. i am moving to xanga soon. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the smileys there :)and dont worry when i move, i wont tell you. maybe i will (:

2007-08-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

yay! japenese students are nice (:
toasted marshmallows are really really really good.
daddy's coming back on wednesday! (:
and how much does it cost for xanga?

2007-08-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

and i think i should stop crapping. totally stop from today onwards. cause i don't want to make people feel weighed down by me. i want to make them happy.heh. helping people is a joy that can never be explained.I AM THERE TO BE A LISTENER, NOT A TALKER. and i don't want to be selfish by making people care about me, or get sympathised by people. i think its what we shouldn't do. don't just cry and cry and talk and talk bout yourself, put others first, and chuck yours aside.
yeah. EOYs are coming and i am pressed for time! i need to study hard to qualify for another school and leave st margs.

one-and-a-half-months. so much to do so little time.
revision. i feel the adrenaline level building up as well as the desire to leave. yupps. all work and projects must be completed by the end of this week and then its revision, full speed ahead, no turning back! (:

2007-08-16T19:10:00.001+08:00

and everyone seems super dee duper dao. i think i am getting irritating. even I think so. heh x)
BTW, class photos are out! (: yay! boo! :( Ariel and i look super fat! the crap we always crap in class. haha. and she has been on her diet for 4 days. and i think i am going to start today. now actually. not much of a diet actually.
1. no chocolate
2. no ice cream
3. no fast food
4. no junk food
5. no soft drinks
and i think it seems impossible to keep. i really think so.
Chinese is the first period tomorrow and that means if i skip breakfast, i will be DEEEAAAAADD..

2007-08-16T16:27:00.000+08:00

sorry for the continuous change of blog skins. i just cannot find a suitable one. and i still cannot find one. :(

the week has been good.i had a farewell celebration today. chips, marshmallows. no one was in the mood to laugh or smile about it though.yeah. i am transferring out of SMSS unless God says no. however before i transfer out of SMSS, i want to see revival happen in SMSS.

i had a dream that during chapel one day,i saw a generation that was so hungry for God. they were reaching out for him as God swept across the hall. they were singing a fast song :" what the world will never take"

and i believe that revival will truly come to st margs.

2007-08-16T16:05:00.000+08:00

i had a terrible nightmare/dream last night. i don't know if i can say its a nightmare or a dream, a terrible or a nice one. i just know one thing : I HAVE GOT TO WAKE UP! we have to wake up as a generation! WAKE UP FOR GOD! revival is coming. i can sense it. its knocking at your door. do YOU want to open it? do you want to let it come in? its YOUR choice. your choice that hinders or builds you up.

"people got raptured in my dream. raptured. i walked past. whoever i walked past got raptured. i walked into a room. a room full of disbelievers. there was no more time left. i had to save them or they would not be able to get saved. i reached out. i shared and i rushed i wanted to get them saved. i had to. God came down. the ambiance outside the room was so so strong. people who got saved flew out of the door. the wind. SO SO STRONG! and i only had a certain period of time. more and more people started flowing into the room. the wanted to get saved. it was not enough. people cried, some laughed. they were so desperate for God. only thing no one told them the gospel. Christians were too caught up with their on work, caring about themselves alone......"

that's when i woke up, both physically and spiritually. i was scared so scared. i didn't know what to do. there is no time left! take the chance.

2007-08-12T19:10:00.000+08:00

Brandon Heath - I'm Not Who I Was Lyrics

I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was
I used to be mad at you
A little on the hurt side too
But I'm not who I was

I found my way around
To forgiving you
Some time ago
But I never got to tell you so

I found us in a photograph
I saw me and I had to laugh
You know, I'm not who I was
You were there, you were right above me (RUTH says :tats God by the way! (:)
And I wonder if you ever loved me
Just for who I was (of course God did!)

When the pain came back again
Like a bitter friend
It was all that I could do
To keep myself from blaming you

I reckon it's a funny thing
I figured out I can sing
Now I'm not who I was
I write about love and such
Maybe 'cause I want it so much
I'm not who I was

I was thinking maybe I
I should let you know
I am not the same
But I never did forget your name
Hello

Well the thing I find most amazing
In amazing grace
Is the chance to give it out
Maybe that's what love is all about

I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was

well i have been honestly finding this song for a long long long long while. heh x) yesterday was splendid! it broke. its open! again. finally. hallelujah. amen! (: apart from the knee and stuff. it was so so good. to even have the renewed salvation and conviction brought to the many people around. not only for IGNYTE, not only in IGNYTE, but for this generation!the zeal is back and i am super deeeduper sure its not going to go! (: haha. yeah! (: haha. breakthroughs, revival! the never ending flow of the spirit in and upon our lives! (:things are looking so much more better too! &&sis kassey came back! (: weeeee! i only realised how much i missed her when she came back! heh x) f.u.e.l was good too! we had mahjong paper! yeah. i love love love mahjong paper! Gideon presented it and i held the paper for him. not because i was tall ( I AM SO SHORT! & FAT!) heh. but because during camp he helped me hold when i was explaining! with the mahjong paper filled up with HYPERTHETIC people!

2007-08-12T08:40:00.000+08:00

You Are 6 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

YAY! i am still a 6 year old kid (: not sec 3! (:

Butterfinger

They call you sticky fingers for a reason!

What Kind of Candy Are You?
and yay! (: SIS KASSEY came back and she gave us this! (: heh, such a coincidence! (:

and BTW its broken! its broken! its open! its open! finally! i heard the crashing sound! (: HALLELUJAH, AMEN! (:i finally manage to smile a real one! (: RUTH IS BACK and its time to rise up and take my place with God helping me! (: YAY!

2007-08-10T17:57:00.000+08:00

the past me is not me.
the present me is me.
GOD has changed me(:
its up to you to believe. but one thing is for sure. i ain't the past me and i will never be the past me again. so stop treating me as the past me and remembering my mistakes but just give me a chance to move on. (: thanks!

2007-08-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

ok. time to write all my homework. its a lot.heh x)

1. LAP
- read whale rider
- do the long long lit worksheet
- CME individual project
- interview an adult and a teenager give them 5 problems to solve.

2. Mathematics
- any one? please? i forgot to copy it down :(
- corrections for test paper
- long due mathematics project.

3. Science
- turning effects of forces(2 long worksheets) :(
- read up!
-turning effects of forces
- work done

4.Chinese
- one paper 2
- letter writing/composition
- workbook chapt. 16 & 19
- chinese test on wednesday

5. IH
- geography project with yvonne! (:
- history worksheet
- history revision
-caste systems

6. Music
-test on tuesday

and a whole lot more......
TIME TO MUGGGGG!! :(

2007-08-09T09:17:00.000+08:00

yay! joy joy joy! (: for the joy of the lord is my strength! i love you people a whole lot! (: WEE

happy 42nd birthday Singapore! i love you and i will never leave you! (: heh.

i remembered going to the ndp preview 2 years ago! haha. sat with Farah, Danial and shanmuka! ate pop corn, criticised the disgusting food! played with the tambourines till they broke! played with the whistles till they dropped to the bottomless pit of the Padang, screaming at the fireworks and crazy runs to the toilet! heh x) yeah. the npcc cadet who let us use the toilet for the performers (: and of course, putting national day tattoos on our faces and arms (: the water spilling on the bus! heh x) all the screaming on the bus till our teacher got a headache. heh. and eating everything in the fun pack! (: && SPRAYING OUR HAIR RED! (:and of course, the national day songs! (:
yeah. its kinda amazing how i still remember all these! 6 July 2005! (:

2007-08-08T13:39:00.000+08:00

nostalgic melancholy.
i managed to hack back into this account. heh x) keep on thinking today is like Friday or something. haha :) discovered lots of things i shouldn't have. everyone is changing. its getting more complicated. i want everyone to be innocent though. to be like a primary school kid. yeah.i want to go back to celebrate national day with the primary school people.

shaiful, fadzly, firdaus, nurul, Diane! etc.(: 1 trust!half of the school field from the secret place! (: the place where i started to run, the place i realised what i could actually do! RUN! (: netball, bball, soccer, touch rugby! (:
by the way, let me introduce to you these people! heh. my sis and my bro! (:they look superbly spastic

shes currently 17! (: Goh Cai Yun Rachael.

say hello to my sis! that was when she was abt 5 or 6. HEH! (:

he's currently 11 & shorter than me! (: Reuben Goh Yong Shi.

and this is a recent picture of my brother! heh. its upside down! BUT YEAH! he deserves that for deleting the pics of 1trust and the beloved school field xD haha!

if only things were still like that.

or like that.

and btw,I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZZY!HO HANNAH HILTON! (: need to meet you! really really soon! (: from 2 to 5 to 7 to 9 to 13. crazy pictures! YAY! all the quarrels, the fights, the tears, the fun, the time, the sleepovers, the screaming, the jumping, the acting! (:

and i have got to stop the shield that's blocking.
no one wants to though. maybe that's cause i never had space.

2007-08-05T16:46:00.001+08:00

last post! going to constrain myself. yeah (:
contradicting things in my mind. confused. need to step up. to take it on. but first a moment to be with God in the secret place, the place where we meet. to start making my prayer life go on fire for him. to let it be more than a sparkle, more than doing it just cause i need to. But because i love God. i finally felt a spark of the firely passion burning within me. i want to see it grow. i want to just live my life to please and know God,not know about God. i want to be an extreme God chaser (: and pursue Christ! (:

2007-08-05T14:50:00.000+08:00

thanks and goodbye.drawing back. i just don't want to hurt anyone and i don't want to e hurt. got to step out of that mentality.the stupid selfish mentality. I have got to try. really hard and push myself. its just that every time i try, something just stops me.

2007-08-05T14:09:00.000+08:00

~~LOVE.FAITH.SURRENDER.PATIENCE.~~ ???

i wonder whats next. and God has indeed helped me to grow (: i love love love my big God!

2007-08-05T12:19:00.000+08:00

WEAT BIX.
WEAT BIX.
WEAT BIX.
WEAT BIX.

addicted (:

guides uniform/no guides uniform,
fuel/acs b

lord i want to be that little perfect girl for you.

2007-08-05T10:16:00.000+08:00

I MUST MUST MUST MUST go candy empire today! (: AND serenes! (:
anyone going/ wants to go?wait i just remembered that i may have to go to acs b campfire. boo :( / :) ? and if crying was a sin..

2007-08-05T08:56:00.000+08:00

and i still don't know if i should go to acs b or fuel. heh. past few posts were random and i guess this will be too. hope you people who are reading the blog, if anyone is, besides me, wont mind.

hungernation
i just invented a new word! (: haha. i think its the process of getting hungry, then eating a lot, and getting hungry again and again! weird hunger too! haha. i have been eating breakfast for my last 4 meals. and i feel like eating breakfast for lunch and dinner today too! wheat bix! (: the nice nice cereal! really good, really nice! (: low fat and low calories too! YAY! and my recent and new sort-of addiction to tomatoes. eating tomatoes! YAY! my fridge has lots of them! oh yah! my fridge is finally full! hooray! yeah.

2007-08-04T10:10:00.000+08:00

and now i know how much you see your daughter is in your eyes,soso little.
God will take care of it (:

2007-08-03T21:37:00.001+08:00

yet again,i got one important thing to say.

YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY

but who are YOU?

2007-08-03T20:47:00.001+08:00

heh. decided to blog once more to kill time! buying candy tomorrow. not sure whether i should go to fuel or acs b camfire. confused. guess i will just decide there and then.

and clare lim: my patience has its limits.
i know its wrong to stuff your feelings deep down. but this is a temporary one. heh. so i am doing it right now. Brrr! it will go away in a while(:

2007-08-03T18:05:00.000+08:00

yay! i am back from the hospital. it wasn't that bad cept for something. that 1 month MC! GRR! and some people i know will be most happy to have this. yea! i was greeted by the sweet smelling of food! isn't that the best aroma? hehe. walked and walked, limped and limbed and i saw lots of shops! haha. and the dearly loved mac Donald's! haha. yay!

went to eat my lunch with daddy. ate breakfast for lunch. 2 eggs, roti kaya toast and coffee from the kopitiam. coffee taste gross now! btw the food in the hospital is seriously disgusting! they dont even have anything chocolate or junk food.much less candy. TOO HEALTHY! haha. yeah. and i think daddy thinks my appetite is sort of mixed and jumbled up! haha. but all of a sudden i just like eating breakfast cause now it 6.10 pm and i want to eat cereal! wee! haha. yay! (:

thanks for all the prayers! (: love you people a lot!

2007-08-03T09:49:00.000+08:00

weeee! at school com labbie (:

need to go for appointment later. scared. really scared.hostaphobic. THE FEAR OF HOSPITALS. grr! i want to go FOP! even if it means breaking my leg! i want to go! i really want to! so many people are going! GRR! and daddy just said no cause of my knee. groans.

i did this in adobe photoshop ytd! (:

i was hungry! heh. oh yah. today is the international LOVE DAY! <3>

an orange heart! (: from me to you!

2007-08-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

these few days as i mentioned earlier had been work. YAY! (:
finally had no time at all to slack, cept blog a few sentences! heh.

ytd was cool had strings practice. don't get me wrong, just trying! heh. the cello! (:i love love love the cello though, the sound so much richer than any instrument in the strings family.

went to serenes today! saw xue and had a fun and loving experience! miss it and love it! haha. ate Reverso ice cream in a cone, and joanna, anita, kirin, faith, shiying and me ordered 20 piece nuggets, a giant coke and 2 medium fries! with lots of sauces, straws and cups!haha (: yay! anita! you chilli sauce eater!

have an appointment tomorrow. thus cannot stay long for cluster arts :( boo.chinese is the first period of the day, and it will definitely have massive scoldings and stoning! haha. yeah!i cant attend fuel on saturday:( double boo :(( tomorrows Friday. its chapel. i so cant wait. everything in church seems to be looking up! but everything in school isn't! gah! cant go FOP tomorrow :( need to study. moreover i cant stand for long.

REVERSO!
i think i am getting sick. too many late nights, too much junk food, too litter healthy food, lack of exercise. sore throat, cough, nauseousness and the pain of the whole left leg. the ankle and knee and hamstring. one by one they come and go and now all at the same time :(

2007-07-31T18:56:00.001+08:00

things are looking up! but everything that could go wrong yesterday night and today at school did go wrong. yeah. dog-tried :( lots of work! devils working really strongly, i can feel it.

spiritual war!
we go, we win! (: